“At the end of the day, you can either focus on what’s tearing you apart or what’s holding you together.”
— Unknown
I’m underwhelmed
You scream into the void yet still hope someone is listening
I’ve lost a lot of time I can’t get it back
But I could spend what’s left with more consideration
This pain will never leave me
I’ll be the girl filled with regret at the end of her life for having not gone with her heart but with the pressure of those controlling her life
I need a friend
Different versions of Ophelia
From my rage journal.
“Sometimes when I am weak I still think about meeting you. I think about the really good times. The late night conversations and all of the little moments that made me fall in love.”
I hate how I’m feeling
I wish I hadn’t lost my friends
been looking for an escape for a long time
running for longer
when does it end
when will I find peace
is that even an option for me
“heart is beating in my head. feeling numb with every breath. smoke and fire all around.”
Idc idc idc idc idc idc idc idc idc idc idc idc idc idc
Girl ya gotta stop
My sadness comes back when you do
Please give me the will to get out of bed and work out for once in my life
I had the craziest dream about you