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[Will be on Hiatus from 24th July to 7th Aug]

@screwzara

Pfp made by: @viceversasramy
About Me

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Alias(es): Myst, Maruu, Zara, Chasm, Fera, Heikha, Zamar, Mon
Like(s): Drawing, watching memes, games, daydreaming
Dislike(s):... My unluckiness, life
Nickname(s):.... Joey, Duckling, Tadpole, Screw(you'll know who gave me that nickname if you read the comment before), Zar
Gender/Pronouns: She/Her
Nationality: not gonna tell rn

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Art/Gacha Club Recreation Requests are Open!

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Game(s) I play/like:
  • Cookie Run Kingdom
  • Sky: Children Of The Light
  • Postknight 2
  • Hollow Knight(when i have time)
  • Undertale(very rarely but yes)
  • Genshin Impact
  • Honkai Impact
  • Minecraft(occassionally)
  • Epic Mickey(binged the entire playthrough series for both EM and EM2 cuz i liked it that much)
  • Gacha Club(returned to it because of @rabberchimken)
  • Animal Restaurant
  • Honkai: Star Rail
  • RainWorld
Show(s) I watch(ed)/like(d):
  • Boboiboy(all seasons, hoping to binge again)
  • Boboiboy Galaxy(Gonna binge this too+the season 2 comic)
  • Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (pending, hoping i get to watch after exams but i saw out of context videos and it looks fun)
  • Ejen Ali(I have yet to see season 3 so pls tag spoilers for that season and i also gotta binge it cuz I've forgotten some things),
  • Mechamato(only watched season 1)
  • Lego Monkie Kid(have watched out of context clips and I think i have enough time to start watching so)
Current Hyperfixation(s):
  • Boboiboy(how dare you *affectionate*)
  • Original/OC Stories

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Close Friend(s):

:)

Buddies from Tumblr:

:D

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Type of Content I Post:
  • Gacha Club
  • OC content
  • AU Content
  • Art(traditional, digital or animation)
  • Memes
  • Reblogs
  • Random shit(like things about me, my life, just something random)

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Content I Post Most as of now:
  • Gacha Club(OC related +misc)
  • Reblogs
  • Random Facts(?)
  • Sky COTL(occasionally)
  • RoTTMNT(occasionally)

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OC Masterlist: Here

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And makeshift Masterpost for the AUs I have made so far(in chronological order):

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Incorrect Quotes Masterpost:

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Socials Links: Here

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Q/A Links:

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Wait you play Genshin impact? THE GENSHIN IMPACT, OMGGG I LOVE THIS GAME TOO WANNA PLAY WANNA PLAY :DDDDDD

AGASDVHWA,FAJGFN.REJGV.

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👀👀👀👀

:D

*proceeds to vibrate with happiness off the face of this earth*

Which server you on? I'm not that active but I play a little when I have time :)

Can't play for the next several days tho cuz my exams are literally starting next Monday 👀💦

Hey guys this is VERY important you guys have to pass this post on to the world

There’s a weird notification on WhatsApp that someone complimented you. There’s actually a link to it but something bad…

Don’t press the link it’s a s*x trafficking tracker that is luring Girls & identifies where they live & where they are!!! IT’S TRUE! ITS TRUE!

REBLOG RIGHT NOW!!! TAG EVERYONE AND YOUR FRIENDS!!!

OH NO(idk if you guys use WhatsApp or not but I’m still tagging you guys

!!PLEASE STOP SCROLLING AND READ THIS!!

There's something called a KOSA Bill in the US. It's a project planning to cut off internet access to ALL CHILDREN WORLDWIDE. This means they are banning Chai/C.AI, Wattpad, AO3, Discord, Tumblr, Tiktok, etc.

To make matters worse, parents will have access to their children's internet activity, meaning chats, websites visited, apps opened, etc. Giving them NO privacy whatsoever. Esp. children who are LGBTQIA+, because in the US, it is deemed "inappropriate".

There is a solution to this, however only to people who have Tiktok, there is a user named omarsbigsister, if you check their profile, you can see in their bio it says "STOP KOSA!! ⬇️⬇️"

Below the text, there's a link. Now before you click on the link, there's a video you need to see, giving you instructions on what to do.

Plz do WHATEVER you can to boost this, tag friends, reblog, share, anything will do.

I'M AN AO3 AUTHOR AND THIS IS ENTIRELY UNFAIR. THE GOVERNMENT SHOULDN'T HAVE TO DO THIS WHEN PARENT DO THIS THEMSELVES.

@sedittedice SHARE THIS W/ YOUR MOOTS.

HOLY SHIT WHAT

NAUR MY HAPPY PLACE

SCREAMING CRYING

GOD I HATE THE FUCKING USA

Time for a signal boost. Democracy will win. Legislators suck.

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@ a n y o n e

>:/

They so dare eh?

Ehe 🔫🤭

hey @staff what the fresh fuck is this

wow i sure wonder 🤔🤔 what the new layouts supposed to look like 🤔🤔🤔🤔 its a mystery

Don’t forget y’all that there’s a much better way for us to let Tumblr know what we think about specific changes, rather than @ ing staff or wip, and it’s sending in a support ticket and choosing feedback!

Tumblr reverted some of the asinine app decisions they made after a concerted feedback effort! So make sure to use this form! It’s what it’s for, but it’s not well advertised!

you were raised in comparison.

it wasn't always obvious (well. except for the times that it was), but you internalized it young. you had to eat what you didn't like, other people are going hungry, and you should be grateful. you had to suck it up and walk on the twisted ankle, it wasn't broken, you were just being a baby. you were never actually suffering, people obviously had it worse than you did.

you had a roof over your head - imagine! with the way you behaved, with how you talked back to your parents? you're lucky they didn't kick you out on your ass. they had friends who had to deal with that. hell, you have friends who had to deal with that. and how dare you imply your father isn't there for you - just because he doesn't ever actually talk to you and just because he's completely emotionally checked out of your life doesn't mean you're not fucking lucky. think about your cousins, who don't even get to speak to their dad. so what if yours has a mean streak; is aggressive and rude. at least you have a father to be rude to you.

you really think you're hurting? you were raised in a home! you had access to clean water! you never so much as came close to experiencing a real problem. sure, okay. you have this "mental illness" thing, but teenagers are always depressed, right. it's a phase, you'll move on with your life.

what do you mean you feel burnt out at work. what do you mean you mean you never "formed healthy coping mechanisms?" we raised you better than that. you were supposed to just shoulder through things. to hold yourself to high expectations. "burning out" is for people with real jobs and real stress. burnout is for people who have sick kids and people who have high-paying jobs and people who are actually experiencing something difficult. recently you almost cried because you couldn't find your fucking car keys. you just have lost your sense of gratitude, and honestly, we're kind of hurt. we tell you we love you, isn't that enough? if you want us to stick around, you need to be better about proving it. you need to shut up about how your mental health is ruined.

it could be worse! what if you were actually experiencing executive dysfunction. if you were really actually sick, would you even be able to look at things on the internet about it? you just spend too much time on webMD. you just like to freak yourself out and feel like you belong to something. you just like playing the victim. this is always how you have been - you've always been so fucking dramatic. you have no idea how good you have it - you're too fucking sensitive.

you were like, maybe too good of a kid. unwilling to make a real fuss. and the whole time - the little points, the little validations - they went unnoticed. it isn't that you were looking for love, specifically - more like you'd just wanted any one person to actually listen. that was all you'd really need. you just needed to be witnessed. it wasn't that you couldn't withstand the burden, but you did want to know that anyone was watching. these days, you are so accustomed to the idea of comparison - you don't even think you belong in your own communities. someone always fits better than you do. you're always the outlier. they made these places safe, and then you go in, and you are just not... quite the same way that would actually-fit.

you watch the little white ocean of your numbness lap at your ankles. the tide has been coming in for a while, you need to do something about it. what you want to do is take a nap. what you want to do is develop some kind of time machine - it's not like you want your life to stop, not completely, but it would really nice if you could just get everything to freeze, just for a little while, just until you're finished resting. but at least you're not the worst you've been. at least you have anything. you're so fucking lucky. do you have any concept of the amount of global suffering?

a little ant dies at the side of your kitchen sink. you look at its strange chitinous body and think - if you could just somehow convince yourself it is enough, it will finally be enough and you can be happy. no changes will have to be made. you just need to remember what you could lose. what is still precious to you.

you can't stop staring at the ant. you could be an ant instead of a person, that is how lucky you are. it's just - you didn't know the name of the ant, did you. it's just - ants spend their whole life working, and never complain. never pull the car over to weep.

it's just - when it died, it curled up into a tight little ball.

something kind of uncomfortable: you do that when you sleep.

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little comic i made about me & my experience with being ace. planned to post this during pride but im really slow at drawing & writing lol (plus i had made some traditional sketches of this comic before drawing it out digitally) anyways it's nighttime & im tired so gooooodnight

the one trope that never fails to Get Me is normal butch x insane femme

butch whos kind of down to earth and rolls with the punches & femme whos utterly deranged and out to win her man (female). shes like hes the specialest girl ever and if you dont clap for him i’ll blow up this fucking building

like 90% of the responses to this post feature characters who are literally not butch but thats ok i too love projecting on fictional characters and lying to myself

"dont die" is my favorite thing to tell people when they say theyre gonna go do something. going to the store? dont die. going to the bathroom? don't die. going to Mars? don't die. going to write an email? don't die. driving to the gas station? don't die. it fits every situation except for maybe a funeral visitation because then i think thatd be a little bit rude