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Briar Rose

@screamingsilence10

Hello darkness my old friend...

Poem #2

Last night I left my body

My soul was finally free. I swayed in the wind and danced beneath the trees. The air whispered in my ear and told me it was time to leave. So that's what I did and now I am free. I don't want to be trapped in this body. I want my soul to fly free. So here I am.  Lost beneath the trees. My soul left my body in an attempt to flee, but I know In the morning back to my body I'll be. As I sit in life I wait for night to come. So once again I can dance beneath the trees. This night was different. I chose my end. And now my soul will be free for all eternity. Next time you feel the wind dancing through your hair. You will know it's me. Don't be sad because I am finally free.  

My Poem

I was only a child then

Shuttering in my cold and broken heart 

A tempest of snow under a darkening sky

And I stumbled there stumbled and fell 

Allowing the sleep to take me into its warm embrace

But I did not sleep.  I did not rest 

For the ink spatters grew near

To see what lay dying there

One whispered to me,”child? Do you breathe?”

The other pecked at my blue hand.

“Child open those eyes. Let me see into you.” 

“Too tired. Too hurt. Let the darkness warm me.”

“No child! For you can stop this storm. Now Open your eyes and let your fire burn.” 

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I need time to process, time to reflect, time to realize what I'm feeling and grasp the effects. Time to cry, to pray, time to make myself feel and be, okay.

— Marley C. // time..

things that are always beautiful now matter how bad things are

  • sunsets
  • stranger’s smiles
  • roses
  • people reuniting at the airport
  • the smell of books
  • the euphoria you get when you’re way past tired
  • butterflies
  • hugs
  • the sparkle in someone’s eyes when they talk about something they love
  • rainbows
  • the first bite of a meal you’ve been looking forward to
  • when you listen to a song you’ve never heard before and just feel it
  • dogs

Reason to Live #3242

 For the small moments of joy when everything’s just fine. – Guest Submission

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Guess who's falling apart again.

Do you ever just lay in bed and realise how not ok you are