“Sometimes people just stop loving you and what hurts the most is when there’s no reason.”

“Every time I talk to you, I wonder if it’s going to be the last time.”

• Being able to read a person’s microaggressions without even trying (He’s upset. I don’t know how I know he’s upset, but he is). I’m always right. 
• Being able to hear a lie in someone’s voice without looking at them. 
• Unconsciously being aware of every shift in the room, but still jumping a mile when someone comes up from behind. 
• Forcing your body into autopilot when life just gets too hard to handle, but then realizing you’re dissociating and trying to bring yourself back. 
• That stare that all your friends call your “resting bitch face.”
• Nearly punching people in the face when they scare you. 
• Being amazingly good at one thing because you had nothing else to do as a kid (for me, reading and writing). 
• People calling you mature for your age. 
• People being stunned at the fact that you know more life skills than a thirty year old. 
• On the other hand, cringing when you don’t know how to do something everyone else knows how to do. 
• Constantly feeling tired no matter how long you sleep. 
• Telling a story about your childhood, and stopping halfway through when you realize everyone is horrified. 
• Not understanding why people complain about taxes and insurance and money while you’re just happy you get to have plants in your room now. 
• Having absolutely no control over your emotions, yet everyone thinks you’re so level headed and mature because you’re not physically capable of showing it.