• Sick? Uhhh should I care?
• You refuse to cuddle with him, you know he can’t get sick but you personally just feel gross.
• So no cuddles for you Shu that rhymed
• You would just lock yourself in your room, sleep, take your pills, throw up, and then go back to bed.
• This cycle continued on for a week until Shu had enough.
• “Reiji is there not something you can give them so they get better quicker?”
• Yup you heard it, he went to Reiji. He wants his body pillow back and plus he is starving.
• While Reiji reluctantly brews something up Shu teleports into your tub.
• You just sit there on the cold tile floor next to the toilet. (Thank god it did not smell like vomit yet.)
• “So troublesome, I won’t let you disobey me any longer.”
• “B-but Shu...”
• “But nothing, quite frankly I don’t care how you feel, we are going to cuddle and you are going to feed me.”
• Very very very deep down he is concerned.
• What if he loses you? He won’t lose you to a fire like Edgar...but he’ll lose you to some sickness.
• The thought made his heart pound faster and his stomach turn.
• “I won’t lose them like this. Reiji will make them better.”
• He also started drinking from you, a lot. He was hungry and kinda mad that you had denied him blood for so long.
• He loved being close to you again. He loves the warmth of your skin, your blood, this was something he was not willing to let go of so easily.
• Luckily Reiji’s medicine began to work but that didn’t stop Shu from hovering.
• Deep down though, he was so happy that you began feeling better.
• As long as you stayed in that room, so did he.

• “What is the meaning of this?” “You’re sick?”
• Again, uhhhhhhhhh ok.
• Reiji just sends you to bed and continues on with his daily tasks. He also brings you your homework from school and makes sure you are caught up on all you’re lessons.
• Reiji then stats to work on some remedies, Since you don’t seem to be feeling better. Its also been a week so it’s much more than a common cold.
• Stays up all night, making teas and potions, yet he never has a hair out of place. This little fear that he will lose you eats him alive.
• He’s like your mom for god sakes.
• He will never admit it but he is actually kinda concerned, he doesn’t find people he likes very often. So losing you would be inconvenient and less than ideal.
• While he helps you with homework in bed he can’t help but enjoy this quality time you spent together.
• He still drinks from you but he is much more gentle. He wants you to take it easy until you feel better.
• He won’t skip out on meals just because you are sick, bitch please this is Reiji.
• All the brothers are banned form your room. No one can even think about getting near it without Reiji putting them in their place.
• “I see you are beginning to feel better, excellent, my remedy seems to be working after all.”
• “Get some rest I will check up on you tomorrow.”
• Makes you think he is proud of himself because he made a successful remedy but no. He is glad you are feeling better.
• You simply just can’t know he has been worried. It will make it harder for him to pose as a strong, dominant, and unwavering figure.
• “They are mine and no mere sickness is going to take them away from me.”

• “I know just what’ll make my poor little bitch feel better~”
• Nooooope “Laito I’m tired and sick I’m really not in the mood.”
• Tooo bad for you honey because he is getting his daily dose of sex either way.
• He is a surprisingly decent cook. He brings you soup, carries you to the bathroom, ya know hopes he gets a little action.
• He just ends up on the other side of that door.
• About 1 week passes and his playful personality begins to wear out.
• He’s concerned, although he never lets you know that.
• Begs for sex everyday, drinks form you and holds your hair back if you need to throw up but...
• In the back of his head he wonders...what will I do when they leave. I don’t want to lose my bitch-chan just yet.
• Sometimes when you sleep he telepots next to you, he just stares and smiles.
• “Not even death can separate us, I still have so much planned for you.”
• “I’m not done torturing you yet little bitch.”
• Honestly deep down he knows, he loves you, he’s obsessed with you. He just puts on this facade to keep you in place.
• It would be a shame if his little bitch knew how much power they truly had over him.
• “No that simply can’t happen~”
• He regularly goes to the pharmacy and convenience store for you.
• He knows a bit about medicine and he wants to see what will work on you.
• Plus he needs magazines and sweets for his little bitch.
• “You’ll get better, losing you is not an option. I never leave something someone unfinished~” he says to himself on his way home.

• “You know if you want to remain my s/o you’ll have to be made of tougher stuff than this.”
• “Oi HURRY UP AND GET BETTER ALREADY!”
• He still drinks from you, roughly, Reiji has to remind him that you are a human and that he should cool it a bit.
• Omg Reiji bless your soul.
• Jelouse boi gets worried once you show no signs of feeling better.
• “You’re not allowed to leave me do you understand?! Yours truly will not allow it.”
• One day you were in bed and you completely wiped out due to anemia.
• You didn’t wake up for 3 days.
• When you slowly came in and out of consciousness you swore you could see tears in his angry and worried eyes.
• You were to tired so you just went back to sleep.
• You woke up to him hugging you the next day.
• “Shut up and stay quiet. I don’t wanna hear a lame excuse.”
• He watches over you most of the day. He feels useless.
• Ayato actually constantly follows Reiji around pestering him about you and how you are doing.
• “Ayato I will poison your food until you are at the brink of death. Stop following me.”
• “Dick.” “What was that?” “NOTHING”
• When you start feeling well enough to get out of bed he will go back to his arrogant possessive self.
• “See not even a measly sickness can take yours trulies s/o away from him!”
• He does however develops a bit of a fear of losing you after this.
• He becomes a helicopter boyfriend. “I won’t even let germs get near you!!”
• “Oi get back here and make me takoyaki.”
• Yup he is back, surprisingly you are happy. For the first time in the relationship he showed you that...
• He actually cares wtf happens to you. You could live without the constant protectiveness and demanding but now you know...
• He cares.

• “Hey teddy, what do you think is wrong with y/n?”
• He’s kinda confused at first, but then he realized that you are truly sick.
• That’s when the 1st phase started. He began to get angry. “How dare you get sick and leave me and teddy alone like this.”
• Then comes the second phase, crying, hysterically!
• Oh good lord he thinks you are gonna die. Rampages his room, screams at people, ya know the angry/ sad temper tantrum phase.
• Reiji has to step in and tell him that you aren’t gonna die you are just very sick and he should let you rest.
• Sometimes he sneaks into your room and watches Reiji give you your medicine and check up on you.
• Low key scared you and Reiji will get a bit to friendly.
• He is not very....discrete however, both of you always know he is there, watching.
• After that he acts kinda bitter. “Don’t come near me until you are in perfect health again!”
• But he can’t resist, he misses his doll. When you are asleep he brings his sweets by your bedside. He just eats sweets while he watches you sleep.
• “if y/n doesn’t get better we can finally turn them into a doll, ne Teddy~?”
• When you wake up teddy is on the floor and he is cuddling you, tightly.
• You do not dare move, you know if you wake him up all hell will break lose.
• You just slightly shift, kiss him on his cheek and go back to sleep.
• Right as you fell asleep a small smile spread in his lips.
• He quietly said to himself “you’ll always be my favourite doll.”

• Thinks this is his fault. “It’s my fault, I knew it, they were with me then they got sick!”
• Bro that makes no sense can you like chill.
• Stayed by your side the entire time.
• It’s soo obvious how concerned he is but he covers it up, badly.
• He even skips school to make sure you are doing fine at home. “Pssshh I don’t care I just wanna make sure that MY FOOD is not dead yet.
• Speaking of food he refuses to drink from you. “But subaru you will starve!”
• “I said NO!”
• He carries you to the bathroom when you are not feeling well. Stands on the other side of the door. But when you are throwing up he teleports into the bathroom and he holds your hair back.
• Subaru sometimes gives you piggyback rides through the garden.
• “Well this is better that being stuck in that dark room all day!”
• He honestly doesn’t want you to go insane in a dark room like his mother. Yet at the same time he does not want to increase the chances of someone taking you away form him.
• When he thinks you are sleeping he often puts his hand on your arm, giving it a light squeeze.
• It almost feels like he wants to make sure you haven’t disappeared yet.
• He reluctantly asks Reiji for his help after you don’t show any signs of getting better after 2 weeks.
• You just layed in bed, in immense pain. The curtains are drawn because you feel very sensitive to the light.
• He just watches you from a dark corner. You can sometimes see his red eyes glowing.
• “I don’t deserve them but...I’ll be damed if I’m gonna let them go.”

• “Get out of bed Livestock, it’s time for school.”
• He still makes you go to school, even though in his words you are a ‘bit’ sick.
• You always tended to disappear in the middle of class.
• He went out to look for you. When he found you, you were in a bathroom stall looking pale and sick with your head in your hands.
• He then realized how truly sick you felt. He felt a bit bad, a BIT.
• “I’ll take you home.”
• You still tried to help him in the kitchen and around the house because you felt bad about all the responsibilities he had. You didn’t want to become a burden.
• He just sent you back to bed though. “I’ll handle it.”
• When you were going back to your room you fainted and hit your head hard.
• He carries you back to bed, he was genuinely concerned.
• Was it his fault? Did he push you too much? Why are you weak and cold?
• He watches over you. Sometimes when he has other duties to attend to he has one of his brothers keep you comfortable.
• You slept for 2 days straight.
• You find yourself engulfed in a big hug when you to wake up. You know not to speak of it ever again but, in the moment you wanted to scream form joy.
• He hardly hugs you, but you could tell with is that he was truly worried.
• “Rest now, I want you in perfect health.”
• He feeds you, helps you out of bed, anything you could imagine, he’s so helpful.
• Too bad it only lasts while you are sick.
• “I won’t let anything take you away from me. Remember a good master takes care of what is theirs.”

• “Is kitten not feeling well?”
• He is very attentive and nice to you while you are sick.
• He always says that he expects something in return so you offer him blood since you don’t have the energy to give him anything else.
• He’s happy with this but...he seems to be making you worse. He stops for a while and decides he will do something good for you without explanation, JUST THIS ONCE.
• “Are you starting to feel better kitty?”
• When you seem to be getting worse and worse he freaks out and runs to Ruki.
• He tells him to stop panicking and that you need time to rest.
• He often comes into bed and cuddles you. You try to say no but honestly you don’t want to get him mad.
• One day you slipped into unconsciousness and you didn’t wake up until 4 days later!
• You woke up to kou screaming and wrecking the room.
• “WHY AREN’T THEYWAKING UP? OH GOD ARE THEY DEAD, WAS IT MY FAULT??!”
• “You try to get up but your body refuses. He notices you and tackles you in a hug.
• You cough a little because he practically fell on your chest.
• He starts skipping school because he stays home and puts on little shoes for you.
• It’s sweet but you always have a headache.
• “I’ll let it slip this one time kitty but next time you owe me, a lot.”
• He is constantly touching you in some way, he’s afraid that you will die if he is not around.
• “You’re mine do you understand?! I won’t let anything rip you away from my grasp!!!”
• Yandere obsessive kou mode activated.

• “Oi sow what’s wrong with you?” Once he realized that you were sick to the point in which you couldn’t get out of bed he got angry...at everything.
• “Ruki you gotta be able to do something right?!”
• When Ruki tells him that you just need rest and quiet he just goes “oh for fucks sake, how long?”
• He carries you from your bed to his garden.
• He sat you down on a chair and got to work, both of you just existed in each others presence in silence.
• As much as he hated to admit it, he likes spending time with you, plus he wasn’t gonna leave you to rot in some stuffy room.
• Makes you eat plenty of veggies dom his garden.
• “No other veggies are as good as this, you’ll feel great in no time!”
• He carries you around the house.
• He holds back your hair when you need to throw up, gives you tissues when you have to sneeze and he cuddles you.
• Only to a certain extent. He still demands blood and practically crushes you sometimes.
• If any Sakamaki brother gets near you he flips the fuck out. He thinks all they want to do is hurt you.
• “OI GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM SOW NOW!!”
• He can’t help but be amazed at how weak you can be sometimes.
• He thinks you need protection from the world, and not that you are even more vulnerable...his will be even mor possessive and protective.
• “I’ll keep you safe, no sickness or living creature will take you.”
• “I’m the only one allowed to see you like this, only I get to protect you.”

• “Oh~ I wonder...how does it...feel..to have your...stomach twist and turn....until..you can’t take it anyone...”
• “Do you want....to make me...throw up?”
• He just watched you lay in pain. He wishes he was in your place, he wishes you would cut him while he was like this but no...
• In the end it was you suffering and he hated this. You didn’t like pain, he goes to Ruki.
• “Please...take care...of them....I’m not sure what....I’m supposed to do.
• He was always gentle with you he now it’s like...gentle x10000.
• His fingers feel like feathers as they graze your skin.
• He outwardly shows you how worried he is.
• He cuddles the shit out of you. He wants to show you that the loves you and that he wants to be here for you.
• Much stronger than he looks. He will carry you to the bathroom, bathe you, feed you.
• It’s like you are a baby, you can do a lot of the things he does for you but he insists.
• His brothers think it’s the cutest shit ever.
• Sometimes during the few weeks in which you were bedridden you would pass out for days.
• But luckily each time you came back.
• He always thought he lost you for good.
• “I knew you would stay strong and come back to me.”
• Ruki tires his best to help and after a few weeks you begin to feel better.
• Azusa stars looking happier and he starts cutting wayyyy less.
• “I’m not going to...let you slip away.”

• Sick? Uhhh should I care?
• You refuse to cuddle with him, you know he can’t get sick but you personally just feel gross.
• So no cuddles for you Shu that rhymed
• You would just lock yourself in your room, sleep, take your pills, throw up, and then go back to bed.
• This cycle continued on for a week until Shu had enough.
• “Reiji is there not something you can give them so they get better quicker?”
• Yup you heard it, he went to Reiji. He wants his body pillow back and plus he is starving.
• While Reiji reluctantly brews something up Shu teleports into your tub.
• You just sit there on the cold tile floor next to the toilet. (Thank god it did not smell like vomit yet.)
• “So troublesome, I won’t let you disobey me any longer.”
• “B-but Shu...”
• “But nothing, quite frankly I don’t care how you feel, we are going to cuddle and you are going to feed me.”
• Very very very deep down he is concerned.
• What if he loses you? He won’t lose you to a fire like Edgar...but he’ll lose you to some sickness.
• The thought made his heart pound faster and his stomach turn.
• “I won’t lose them like this. Reiji will make them better.”
• He also started drinking from you, a lot. He was hungry and kinda mad that you had denied him blood for so long.
• He loved being close to you again. He loves the warmth of your skin, your blood, this was something he was not willing to let go of so easily.
• Luckily Reiji’s medicine began to work but that didn’t stop Shu from hovering.
• Deep down though, he was so happy that you began feeling better.
• As long as you stayed in that room, so did he.

• “What is the meaning of this?” “You’re sick?”
• Again, uhhhhhhhhh ok.
• Reiji just sends you to bed and continues on with his daily tasks. He also brings you your homework from school and makes sure you are caught up on all you’re lessons.
• Reiji then stats to work on some remedies, Since you don’t seem to be feeling better. Its also been a week so it’s much more than a common cold.
• Stays up all night, making teas and potions, yet he never has a hair out of place. This little fear that he will lose you eats him alive.
• He’s like your mom for god sakes.
• He will never admit it but he is actually kinda concerned, he doesn’t find people he likes very often. So losing you would be inconvenient and less than ideal.
• While he helps you with homework in bed he can’t help but enjoy this quality time you spent together.
• He still drinks from you but he is much more gentle. He wants you to take it easy until you feel better.
• He won’t skip out on meals just because you are sick, bitch please this is Reiji.
• All the brothers are banned form your room. No one can even think about getting near it without Reiji putting them in their place.
• “I see you are beginning to feel better, excellent, my remedy seems to be working after all.”
• “Get some rest I will check up on you tomorrow.”
• Makes you think he is proud of himself because he made a successful remedy but no. He is glad you are feeling better.
• You simply just can’t know he has been worried. It will make it harder for him to pose as a strong, dominant, and unwavering figure.
• “They are mine and no mere sickness is going to take them away from me.”

• “I know just what’ll make my poor little bitch feel better~”
• Nooooope “Laito I’m tired and sick I’m really not in the mood.”
• Tooo bad for you honey because he is getting his daily dose of sex either way.
• He is a surprisingly decent cook. He brings you soup, carries you to the bathroom, ya know hopes he gets a little action.
• He just ends up on the other side of that door.
• About 1 week passes and his playful personality begins to wear out.
• He’s concerned, although he never lets you know that.
• Begs for sex everyday, drinks form you and holds your hair back if you need to throw up but...
• In the back of his head he wonders...what will I do when they leave. I don’t want to lose my bitch-chan just yet.
• Sometimes when you sleep he telepots next to you, he just stares and smiles.
• “Not even death can separate us, I still have so much planned for you.”
• “I’m not done torturing you yet little bitch.”
• Honestly deep down he knows, he loves you, he’s obsessed with you. He just puts on this facade to keep you in place.
• It would be a shame if his little bitch knew how much power they truly had over him.
• “No that simply can’t happen~”
• He regularly goes to the pharmacy and convenience store for you.
• He knows a bit about medicine and he wants to see what will work on you.
• Plus he needs magazines and sweets for his little bitch.
• “You’ll get better, losing you is not an option. I never leave something someone unfinished~” he says to himself on his way home.

• “You know if you want to remain my s/o you’ll have to be made of tougher stuff than this.”
• “Oi HURRY UP AND GET BETTER ALREADY!”
• He still drinks from you, roughly, Reiji has to remind him that you are a human and that he should cool it a bit.
• Omg Reiji bless your soul.
• Jelouse boi gets worried once you show no signs of feeling better.
• “You’re not allowed to leave me do you understand?! Yours truly will not allow it.”
• One day you were in bed and you completely wiped out due to anemia.
• You didn’t wake up for 3 days.
• When you slowly came in and out of consciousness you swore you could see tears in his angry and worried eyes.
• You were to tired so you just went back to sleep.
• You woke up to him hugging you the next day.
• “Shut up and stay quiet. I don’t wanna hear a lame excuse.”
• He watches over you most of the day. He feels useless.
• Ayato actually constantly follows Reiji around pestering him about you and how you are doing.
• “Ayato I will poison your food until you are at the brink of death. Stop following me.”
• “Dick.” “What was that?” “NOTHING”
• When you start feeling well enough to get out of bed he will go back to his arrogant possessive self.
• “See not even a measly sickness can take yours trulies s/o away from him!”
• He does however develops a bit of a fear of losing you after this.
• He becomes a helicopter boyfriend. “I won’t even let germs get near you!!”
• “Oi get back here and make me takoyaki.”
• Yup he is back, surprisingly you are happy. For the first time in the relationship he showed you that...
• He actually cares wtf happens to you. You could live without the constant protectiveness and demanding but now you know...
• He cares.

• “Hey teddy, what do you think is wrong with y/n?”
• He’s kinda confused at first, but then he realized that you are truly sick.
• That’s when the 1st phase started. He began to get angry. “How dare you get sick and leave me and teddy alone like this.”
• Then comes the second phase, crying, hysterically!
• Oh good lord he thinks you are gonna die. Rampages his room, screams at people, ya know the angry/ sad temper tantrum phase.
• Reiji has to step in and tell him that you aren’t gonna die you are just very sick and he should let you rest.
• Sometimes he sneaks into your room and watches Reiji give you your medicine and check up on you.
• Low key scared you and Reiji will get a bit to friendly.
• He is not very....discrete however, both of you always know he is there, watching.
• After that he acts kinda bitter. “Don’t come near me until you are in perfect health again!”
• But he can’t resist, he misses his doll. When you are asleep he brings his sweets by your bedside. He just eats sweets while he watches you sleep.
• “if y/n doesn’t get better we can finally turn them into a doll, ne Teddy~?”
• When you wake up teddy is on the floor and he is cuddling you, tightly.
• You do not dare move, you know if you wake him up all hell will break lose.
• You just slightly shift, kiss him on his cheek and go back to sleep.
• Right as you fell asleep a small smile spread in his lips.
• He quietly said to himself “you’ll always be my favourite doll.”

• Thinks this is his fault. “It’s my fault, I knew it, they were with me then they got sick!”
• Bro that makes no sense can you like chill.
• Stayed by your side the entire time.
• It’s soo obvious how concerned he is but he covers it up, badly.
• He even skips school to make sure you are doing fine at home. “Pssshh I don’t care I just wanna make sure that MY FOOD is not dead yet.
• Speaking of food he refuses to drink from you. “But subaru you will starve!”
• “I said NO!”
• He carries you to the bathroom when you are not feeling well. Stands on the other side of the door. But when you are throwing up he teleports into the bathroom and he holds your hair back.
• Subaru sometimes gives you piggyback rides through the garden.
• “Well this is better that being stuck in that dark room all day!”
• He honestly doesn’t want you to go insane in a dark room like his mother. Yet at the same time he does not want to increase the chances of someone taking you away form him.
• When he thinks you are sleeping he often puts his hand on your arm, giving it a light squeeze.
• It almost feels like he wants to make sure you haven’t disappeared yet.
• He reluctantly asks Reiji for his help after you don’t show any signs of getting better after 2 weeks.
• You just layed in bed, in immense pain. The curtains are drawn because you feel very sensitive to the light.
• He just watches you from a dark corner. You can sometimes see his red eyes glowing.
• “I don’t deserve them but...I’ll be damed if I’m gonna let them go.”

• “Get out of bed Livestock, it’s time for school.”
• He still makes you go to school, even though in his words you are a ‘bit’ sick.
• You always tended to disappear in the middle of class.
• He went out to look for you. When he found you, you were in a bathroom stall looking pale and sick with your head in your hands.
• He then realized how truly sick you felt. He felt a bit bad, a BIT.
• “I’ll take you home.”
• You still tried to help him in the kitchen and around the house because you felt bad about all the responsibilities he had. You didn’t want to become a burden.
• He just sent you back to bed though. “I’ll handle it.”
• When you were going back to your room you fainted and hit your head hard.
• He carries you back to bed, he was genuinely concerned.
• Was it his fault? Did he push you too much? Why are you weak and cold?
• He watches over you. Sometimes when he has other duties to attend to he has one of his brothers keep you comfortable.
• You slept for 2 days straight.
• You find yourself engulfed in a big hug when you to wake up. You know not to speak of it ever again but, in the moment you wanted to scream form joy.
• He hardly hugs you, but you could tell with is that he was truly worried.
• “Rest now, I want you in perfect health.”
• He feeds you, helps you out of bed, anything you could imagine, he’s so helpful.
• Too bad it only lasts while you are sick.
• “I won’t let anything take you away from me. Remember a good master takes care of what is theirs.”

• “Is kitten not feeling well?”
• He is very attentive and nice to you while you are sick.
• He always says that he expects something in return so you offer him blood since you don’t have the energy to give him anything else.
• He’s happy with this but...he seems to be making you worse. He stops for a while and decides he will do something good for you without explanation, JUST THIS ONCE.
• “Are you starting to feel better kitty?”
• When you seem to be getting worse and worse he freaks out and runs to Ruki.
• He tells him to stop panicking and that you need time to rest.
• He often comes into bed and cuddles you. You try to say no but honestly you don’t want to get him mad.
• One day you slipped into unconsciousness and you didn’t wake up until 4 days later!
• You woke up to kou screaming and wrecking the room.
• “WHY AREN’T THEYWAKING UP? OH GOD ARE THEY DEAD, WAS IT MY FAULT??!”
• “You try to get up but your body refuses. He notices you and tackles you in a hug.
• You cough a little because he practically fell on your chest.
• He starts skipping school because he stays home and puts on little shoes for you.
• It’s sweet but you always have a headache.
• “I’ll let it slip this one time kitty but next time you owe me, a lot.”
• He is constantly touching you in some way, he’s afraid that you will die if he is not around.
• “You’re mine do you understand?! I won’t let anything rip you away from my grasp!!!”
• Yandere obsessive kou mode activated.

• “Oi sow what’s wrong with you?” Once he realized that you were sick to the point in which you couldn’t get out of bed he got angry...at everything.
• “Ruki you gotta be able to do something right?!”
• When Ruki tells him that you just need rest and quiet he just goes “oh for fucks sake, how long?”
• He carries you from your bed to his garden.
• He sat you down on a chair and got to work, both of you just existed in each others presence in silence.
• As much as he hated to admit it, he likes spending time with you, plus he wasn’t gonna leave you to rot in some stuffy room.
• Makes you eat plenty of veggies dom his garden.
• “No other veggies are as good as this, you’ll feel great in no time!”
• He carries you around the house.
• He holds back your hair when you need to throw up, gives you tissues when you have to sneeze and he cuddles you.
• Only to a certain extent. He still demands blood and practically crushes you sometimes.
• If any Sakamaki brother gets near you he flips the fuck out. He thinks all they want to do is hurt you.
• “OI GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM SOW NOW!!”
• He can’t help but be amazed at how weak you can be sometimes.
• He thinks you need protection from the world, and not that you are even more vulnerable...his will be even mor possessive and protective.
• “I’ll keep you safe, no sickness or living creature will take you.”
• “I’m the only one allowed to see you like this, only I get to protect you.”

• “Oh~ I wonder...how does it...feel..to have your...stomach twist and turn....until..you can’t take it anyone...”
• “Do you want....to make me...throw up?”
• He just watched you lay in pain. He wishes he was in your place, he wishes you would cut him while he was like this but no...
• In the end it was you suffering and he hated this. You didn’t like pain, he goes to Ruki.
• “Please...take care...of them....I’m not sure what....I’m supposed to do.
• He was always gentle with you he now it’s like...gentle x10000.
• His fingers feel like feathers as they graze your skin.
• He outwardly shows you how worried he is.
• He cuddles the shit out of you. He wants to show you that the loves you and that he wants to be here for you.
• Much stronger than he looks. He will carry you to the bathroom, bathe you, feed you.
• It’s like you are a baby, you can do a lot of the things he does for you but he insists.
• His brothers think it’s the cutest shit ever.
• Sometimes during the few weeks in which you were bedridden you would pass out for days.
• But luckily each time you came back.
• He always thought he lost you for good.
• “I knew you would stay strong and come back to me.”
• Ruki tires his best to help and after a few weeks you begin to feel better.
• Azusa stars looking happier and he starts cutting wayyyy less.
• “I’m not going to...let you slip away.”

breathing exercise

observational grounding exercise

identifying and changing negative thoughts

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