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Entropy

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“Lora Logic (born Susan Whitby c. 1960) is a British saxophonist and singer. She was briefly a member of the band X-Ray Spex, although she had been sacked from that group by the time they recorded their first album, which nevertheless used her (uncredited) saxophone arrangements. A year later she formed Essential Logic. This group recorded one self-titled EP, four singles and an album, “Beat Rhythm News (Waddle Ya Play?)”. Logic was briefly also a member of the Red Krayola, appearing on two singles and the album “Kangaroo?”. Her saxophone lent a unique quality to the bands she was in.[1] She also played on recordings by The Raincoats, The Stranglers and the Swell Maps and, later, Boy George. During the recording of the second Essential Logic album the group broke up, and she finished the recording as a solo Lora Logic album, Pedigree Charm. Along with X Ray Spex bandmate Poly Styrene she left the music industry in the 1980s to join the Hare Krishna religion. She spent some time in a mansion donated to the Hare Krishnas by George Harrison. In 1995 she rejoined X-Ray Spex when Styrene reformed the group. In 2003, the Kill Rock Stars label reissued most of the early Essential Logic material, alongside new recordings by Logic under the same name as Fanfare in the Garden.”

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I wish i had the strength to end it all, but I'm too pussy to commit suicide .

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I cried during sex . first time that's happened to me . i can't handle feeling vulnerable and i always feel vulnerable .

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something in me wants to die . its very vocal about it . if the desire isn't in the forefront of my mind It'll usually occupy the background and slowly wear me down . i get lamer as i get older, and by that i mean that often I'll be overwhelmed by the misery . it's been with me as long as i can remember and that really bothers me . i let it ruin so many things, i let myself ruin so many things . i just end up undoing any progress i make .

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I really am grateful for my friends . they keep me sane .
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Just gotta get through the week. If i can put up with my depression until Thursday then i can get as fucked up as i want Friday

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I'd call you back if i thought things would be different ... if i were different ... but I'm not

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I just ruin things . I ruined myself and my chances at love . i just had to keep talking and keep lying and keep building something for cover . i need help . i need help getting over myself and i need help focusing on what's real .
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Not to be dramatic or anything but im a goddamn idiot and i miss my lover and i wanna fucking die

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It took a bottle of vodka, a fist fight, and blacking out at a bridge to remind myself why contacting you again was a bad idea . i got real close though. Too close .

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Saying you’ve got OCD whenever you are slightly annoyed by some in-alignments is like saying you’ve got lung cancer every time you cough

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I loved everything about infinity war except *spoilers*

°comedic moments that were meant to balance the dark tones were hit or miss . some of them were welcomed but many of them took me out of the experience because they went on for too long and interrupted the tone of the film

°Wanda and Vision: i like their relationship, since its a staple in the comics, but man do they have the cheesiest dialogue . "i only feel you" i swear i cringed every time . wanda lost her accent too wth

°proxima midnight was ugly . don't know why

°groot, Bucky, Sam, and Natasha didn't have much to do (also some of Natasha's one liners were just as cringey)

° star lord's ego : quill made every wrong decision in this film and it cost everybody everything . i get that it was needed to propel the plot, and that it is consistent to his character because he's a man child, but Jesus quill just fucking chill . his banter with thor was annoying and halted the momentum of the film .

°the exposition stuck out like a sore thumb

°again, too many jokes . i think that's just a problem i have with marvel movies after the avengers . they try really hard to balance the dark tones but they just throw off the scale for me . not every character needs to be as snarky as Tony stark .

°the edit, the blur, from gamora's dead body to Thanos' face was the weakest cut i have ever seen . i burst out laughing during what should have been an emotional moment

°corveus glave was severely under used

°the fans over reacting to the ending : i get that every one has an opinion and can appreciate things however they want, however they forget that of course the characters are going to come back . they have sequals lined up for years . their deaths, and especially how quiet the ending was, is what saved this film from being a disappointment in my opinion . what did you guys want Thanos to die in this movie ? Did you want everyone to live and have like maybe one or two original avengers die ? No you didn't . this is what you wanted . you wanted your heart broken and you loved it.

° that last one might just be me though . it's the same feeling i had when groot died in guardians of the galaxy . people in my audience were crying and i thought they were silly, but it dawned on me that half of them Never read the comics and didn't know that groot can grow back . i guess I'm cursed with hindsight .

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The most dreaded day of the year

I'd really like to just disappear

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Batman v Guy Gardner JUSTICE LEAGUE #5 (Sept. 1987) Art by Kevin Maguire & Al Gordon Words by Keith Giffen & J.M. DeMatteis