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i'm going on an adventure

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Sarah Andrew is not qualified to captain a rocketship, and yet here we are.

i feel like there's a bit of a tendency in leftist circles to do the same thing conservatives do, and pine for an imaginary time period that never existed. except instead of like, ancient rome, or the 50s, a lot of people are weirdly fixated on like...the middle ages? or the hunter-gatherer days? or pirates? like people will try to be anti-capitalist and say "oh medieval peasants had better lives than we do" or "humans used to all live in small communities that took care of each other" and like. idk man id rather have vaccines and the ability to leave your abuser and the right to vote.

it's tempting to think that since things are bad, they must be uniquely bad. but there is no utopia in the past that we need to return to, no garden of eden we were cast out of with the advent of. idk the industrial revolution or whatever. we need to create a better future, not despair about an imagined past.

part of this is also the extremely reductive idea that like, White Men are the root of all evil in the world, and therefor pre-colonial cultures must have all been utopias. in reality, they were neither barbaric nor magically perfect, they were just people with their own flaws and virtues. it turns out people everywhere were and are basically the same. looking for the magic button that will make everything perfect again just distracts from the mundane and hard work of making things better.

I am feeling upset about multiple things, but luckily it is past 10p, so I don't have to listen to a single goddamn thing my brain is saying.

(self, i know you're scared about adding another crazy pill tomorrow, but you adjusted to it before and can hypothetically adjust to it again. we've decided we're going to take this risk. monitor symptoms, take naps tomorrow, one thing at a time.)

night routines, bed.

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omfg i forgot that i never showed tumblr my greatest achievement. my pride and joy, my pi-ass de résistance

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you're welcome

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if you reblog this i am kissing you on the mouth. no that is not negotiable. we are in love now. we are dating. we are planning the wedding. i will be with you on your wedding night

baseball commentary is awesome its like

"i don't understand what people mean when they talk about a constant state of the self. come on, we're always shifting like water."

"that's true, but our experiences stay with us for our entire lives as there's a fly ball to left field and it's caught by Pollock at the warning track, the person we are is built upon what we learnt as the person we used to be, you know?"

"of course, we are always shaping what we will become in the future. Castillo dots the corner for a called strike."

"man that hot dog guy's really killing it."

"i can hear him from all the over here. he's making me hungry. do you like relish on your hot dog?"

Another super fun detail in this chapter of Les Mis! While Gillenormand is going on his deranged conservative rant against the youth, he says:

He’s a Republican, he’s a romantic. What does that mean, romantic? Do me the favor to tell me what it is. All possible follies. A year ago, they ran to Hernani. Now, I just ask you, Hernani! antitheses! abominations which are not even written in French!

Hernani is a play written by Victor Hugo in 1830! It caused controversy for being a Romanticist play, hyper emotional and grotesque and rebellious, rather than a traditional conservative classicist play. It became a target of conservative criticism.

It’s more well known for the wild controversy surrounding it than the actual content of the play. According to the (likely exaggerated) accounts of people who were there, conservatives planned to pack the theater just so they could boo and jeer—but Hugo’s friends and the romantics packed the theater too in an effort to stop them, and altercations ensued. This little event is called “the Battle of Hernani.”

According to the Library of Congress:

On the opening night of the play, an altercation famously took place between the defenders of Hugo, led by the dramatist and critic Théophile Gautier, and those in favor of classicism. The event, which became known as the "battle of Hernani," was characterized by whistles, fist fights, multiple interruptions of the play, and street protests. The clashes lasted several days and marked the triumph of romantic drama…

While accounts of this event were often pretty exaggerated because people back then, like now, loved to spin wild tales about how They Totally Owned the Conservatives With Facts And Logic (Real Not Clickbait), the narrative the romantics built around liking/disliking Hernani was a huge thing at the time! Expressing approval or disapproval of the play was made into a very loaded political Thing.

So basically Hugo is indicating Gillenormand is a stodgy conservative with no brain cells by having him hate Hernani. At the same time, he’s also mocking his critics again…..like “lol people who hate Hernani? You liTERALLY sound like this”

It’s a move so petty you kinda gotta respect him for it

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“When you’re a trans woman you are made to walk this very fine line, where if you act feminine you are accused of being a parody and if you act masculine, it is seen as a sign of your true male identity. And if you act sweet and demure, you’re accused of reinforcing patriarchal ideas of female passivity, but if you stand up for your own rights and make your voice heard, then you are dismissed as wielding male privilege and entitlement. We trans women are made to teeter on this tightrope, not because we are transsexuals, but because we are women. This is the same double bind that forces teenage girls to negotiate their way between virgin and whore, that forces female politicians and business women to be aggressive without being seen as a bitch, and to be feminine enough not to emasculate their alpha male colleagues, without being so girly as to undermine their own authority.”

— Julia Serano, Excluded: Making Feminist and Queer Movements More Inclusive, p 28-9  (via lugardepiedras)