saraevelinas reblogged
i only like my body when i havent eaten

i only like my body when i havent eaten
s/o to everyone who is still tryin to heal from things that they don’t talk about
- only i can make myself whole / #42
“I’d blast my music and pretend to be somewhere else — in the woods, at the sea, wherever I could be free. My room was my heaven.”
— Lisa Marie Basile, from “Survival & Truth: How Toris Amos’ Under The Pink Changed My Life,”
Everyday
I feel emotionless and numb
“Sometimes not telling people anything is a good thing.”
— Jason Myers, Exit Here (via the-book-diaries)
Can you ever feel your heart physically ache bc damn that shit hurts
What I like most about sleeping is that when I’m asleep I can not hear what I’m thinking
I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
“Wait for someone who, through their actions, shows you that to be vulnerable is a beautiful thing. I know. I know- that all your life you have shyed away from allowing yourself to feel in extremes in fear of puncturing your heart but when it comes to the person you will marry, I promise you that letting them see all facets will only enable them to love you deeper. Encased in such security, you will find that your pent up emotions will flow like wind blows and whether your tears are a consequence of joy or sadness, your safety net will be on their knees ready to catch it all regardless. Wait for that- the person who will hold your hand a little tighter when they can sense you are fearful. The one who will take their time to kiss your forehead when they see your eyes waver like black clouds close to a downpour. Someone who will hold you closer when your silence sings songs of sadness. The person worth waiting for will feel the depths of your heart as deeply as if it was their own. Your soul may be tired, my love but I must ask you to wait just a little while longer and resist settling for anyone who does not stay to love you harder in times of great distress.”
—
“The Cremator” (1969) - Juraj Herz
do you ever feel like everyone else is progressing in life and you’re not lol