I think kafka’s diaries are the strongest evidence that journaling is not necessarily good for your mental health

palila bih

sve što⁽ᵏˡᵃʳᵃ⁾sam

postigla bez tebe

kada bi se vratio

Previše me je ostalo tamo kod tebe. Vrati me… Pa onda idi kome hoćeš.

02/02/22

riskiraš sve

za dobru⁽ᵏˡᵃʳᵃ⁾priču,

a nemaš je

kome ispričati

Izdrži ponedeljak.

Izdrži do petka pa će vikend.

Izdrži do leta pa ćeš na more.

Izdrži do nove godine da budeš sa svojima.

Izdrži do penzije pa ćeš da odmoriš.

Izdrži pa ćeš jednog dana otići u pm pa ćeš se pitati da li si svoj život živeo ili izdržao.

sad but don’t worry mom

—

Nema kategorije

Ja sam trenutak kada žuto svjetlo na semaforu prelazi u crveno

i zeleni val

ja sam prolivena tek napravljena kafa

i prvi gutljaj ujutro

ja sam nekoliko sekundi do orgazma, prekinutih telefonskim pozivom

i tri u jednoj noći

ja sam topla limunada u julsko veče

i topao čaj u promrzlim rukama

ja sam tačan odgovor za milion, koji niko nije čuo

i jedan joker koji poništava sve pogrešne odgovore

ja sam so u tegli meda

i čili preliven čokoladom

ja sam iščupana stranica iz romana, na kojoj piše ime ubice glavnog lika  

i zaplet na početku druge sezone serije

ja sam dolazak na stanicu kada bus odlazi

i taksi koji ide u susret kada krene iznenadni pljusak

ja sam posljednjih nekoliko kapi u boci parfema, koje ne izlaze

i nova neotvorena bočica

ja sam spuštanje rampe jer ne može ući više niko

i - svi ulazite besplatno

ja sam spušanje stakla na šalteru kada ostaneš samo ti pred njim

i - imate sve što je potrebno

ja sam skretanje u slijepu ulicu kada kasniš

i u centru grada prazno parking mjesto

— Nepoznat autor

“I love you. I love the texture of your skin, the taste of your saliva, the softness of your ears, I love every inch and every part of your entire body. From your toes and the beautifully curved arches of your feet, to the exceptional shade and warmth of your dark hair. I need you in my life, I hope you need me too.” — Nick Cave, from a letter to PJ Harvey

“If you ever left me I’d tear my heart out and never put it back.”

Paterson (2016) dir. Jim Jarmusch

Svi su umjetnici a ništa za sobom ne ostavljaju

"Sometimes yearning hits me hard and I so wish I was with you now and that I could hug you and feel the warmth of your chest and the strength of your arms. To inhale you into my lungs and infuse you into my blood. The distance between our bodies unbearable when the distance between our hearts is none. And I ask, "Why," and I get no answer and the insurmountable silence weighs on my soul. Days like these, instants like these are so hard to bear. I am a flower buried under snow. Eyes unseeing, heart beating on, despite the cold, only hope driving me on with unwavering faith, certain that one day into spring's arms I will rise again."

e.v.e. (Letters to my love)

— before you, doors often led me to nowhere - now every room is filled with you.. and now that you’ve let me in, I’m going to love you from the inside out. you scatter my heartbeats. These are not just butterflies anymore, they’re entire galaxies swirling in my chest, and though I’ve forgiven winter for breaking and entering, I don’t believe in love without you. in your eyes , I’m whole. In your arms, I’m unbreakable. In your heart, I’m home.

“Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art. It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things which give value to survival.” - C.S. Lewis, The Four Loves

“I ja ću te pustiti da ćutiš. Samo nemoj progovoriti prekasno.”

- M. Selimović

— F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby (via the-book-diaries)

You become very dangerous when you learn how to control your feelings.