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All My Doubts And Cringe

@sammyoed / sammyoed.tumblr.com

Don't worry about it

"I'll make you lose everything you hold dear-"

"jokes on you, that'd take away the worst of my problems, you"

"what-"

I was watching my partner scroll through tiktok one day and they stopped at a tiktok of a very buff lady flexing and furitavely stole a glance at me, as if a secret kink were just revealed.

I would've nodded on like it was a completely normal thing to see on their tiktok but the side glance killed me

I come crawling back to the depths of tumblr to scream into the void of the internet in relative anonymous safety

the most beautiful colours are the ones you choose to paint yourself with

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establishing a relationship prompts

feel free to use :)

  • the hesitation before introducing them like “name, this is my family. guys, this is my… um, this is name.”
  • “i thought we were …” “thought we were what?”
  • the built up feeling of being excited to see them for no particular reason at all and the character feeling that being like what’s wrong with me? we aren’t even dating
  • “what are we?” and the other character responding like “what do you mean?” even though they know
  • “can we talk? what are we? what are we doing?”
  • “i don’t want to continue this… relationship… if this is how it’s going to be. i want some clarity.”
  • explaining it away with friends like oh no we aren’t like that… but that bitter taste being left in their mouth because what are they if not that thing
  • a character leans in for a kiss and the other asks “what are we?”
  • they’re just relaxing together when one asks out of the blue “what are we?”
  • “i don’t like him. if anything, i hate him.” “…. right.”
  • additionally, character trying to explain it away and sounding even dumb to themselves
  • “what are we doing?”
  • “i’m tired of feeling like i have an expiration date on my forehead. what. are. we?”
  • the classic “you know i think of us as more than just…” if u know u know
  • “what are we?” “whatever you want us to be.”
  • a confession like “i don’t know why i feel this way but i know you mean a lot to me and i want to ask if you feel the same abort me” because communication everyone
  • the more and more they think about it, the more they feel hesitant about continuing with their relationship because they’re terrified that it’s not reciprocated
  • what happens next? will either of them be honest or will they crash and burn after the question is asked?

hold the fuck up- when did i get 37 followers

How do I cope with being left behind?

The only thing I want to do at the mall and shopping outlets is play dress up, so next chance I get that's what I'm gonna do