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@salsabellas

Over-thinker👌
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Dear Follower:

I don’t know about you, but considering you actually care about what I post, I care about you. If you’re ever having a hard day and you feel like you have no one to rant to, I’m here. I’m not famous, I don’t have a lot of followers so you know I can’t ignore you. If it’s bothering you that much I’ll listen to you vent about your problems and hey, I might even try to give you some advice if you want it just so your live might get a little brighter with my help. I probably don’t know your friends so I can’t really gossip about it to the whole school, but even if I do know you in real life, your secrets are safe with me. You mean a lot to me and I want you to be happy, since everyone deserve to be happy. You can count on me to try and find a silver lining. Even if you don’t follow me, the same goes for you. [=

Love,

Me

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I want you to think about me at night, when you can’t sleep and you look outside and see the stars. And think about the times we used to look at the night sky. I want you to remember all the fun we had. And then I want you to go to sleep knowing that somewhere in the world I can’t sleep either because I’m thinking too.

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“So we shall let the reader answer this question for himself: who is the happier man, he who has braved the storm of life and lived or he who has stayed securely on shore and merely existed?”

— Hunter S. Thompson (via flame)

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“So you say you love them, but do you? Have you seen their truth? Have you seen them weak? All the layers stripped away and sheer primitive emotion? Have you seen them angry? Have you seen them cry? Love, real love, only happens when you see someone at the very worst of themselves, and still find your heart full with softness and warmth for them. Before you confess the wholeness of your love for someone, see them without the mask we all wear for the world everyday, the mask that says, “I’m fine” when it means “I’m broken”.”

— Nikita Gill

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“I firmly believe in small gestures: pay for their coffee, hold the door for strangers, over tip, smile or try to be kind even when you don’t feel like it, pay compliments, chase the kid’s runaway ball down the sidewalk and throw it back to him, try to be larger than you are— particularly when it’s difficult. People do notice, people appreciate. I appreciate it when it’s done to (for) me. Small gestures can be an effort, or actually go against our grain (“I’m not a big one for paying compliments…”), but the irony is that almost every time you make them, you feel better about yourself.”

— Jonathan Carroll

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“Why do you always look up?” he asked.

She doesn’t want to share her secret. She doesn’t want to tell anyone what the real reason is. Yet for him, she found herself honestly speaking. “I don’t always look up. I just stare at the sky, whenever I feel the need to breathe. I look up every time I wanted to tell the world that I survived another day. That I love how the stars shine as if they were smiling at me.” She glanced at him and said, “It’s stunning, you know. The sky. No matter what mood it shows me. No matter how imperfect it is. It’s wonderful. And it always reminds me that there’s something beautiful beyond everything.”

Infinite // ma.c.a

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things i’ve noticed about the signs

aries: hard to get to know. easily hardened as soon as they get hurt. not accepting of love unless they truly trust you and you have been around for a while.

taurus: shuts themselves away in a room for hours before they ever admit anything is wrong. will suddenly have random bursts of sadness not knowing where it came from.

gemini: will automatically assume that everyone is out to get them. is almost always putting way more effort than needed into relationships and friendships.

cancer: just want to be loved. they will do anything for anyone regardless if they are receiving it back. very oblivious to the dangers of other people.

leo; wants to act like they have everything under control even when they’re emotionally dying inside. very fierce with they way they love.

virgo: just want to be there for everyone and gain love and respect. sometimes they get too caught up in trying to be the right person when in fact they already were, before they starting trying so hard.

libra: very intelligent but sometimes refuses to show it because they’re modest and don’t want to show off. very intense lovers.

scorpio: known for their temper, they’re actually immaculate softies. they just know how to get what they want and how to stand up for themselves.

sagittarius: you wanna know how to communicate your emotions? look no further. wanna know how to care about literally every individual you come across? they’re the expert. it can come across as tough love, but they have your back.

capricorn: loud, but usually the life of the party. they make the best of friends, and even after years of not communicating, they’ll feel like home when you come around again.

aquarius; usually the most beautiful humans in the world but have the actual worst luck when it comes to love. definitely the biggest happy crier. 

pisces: either very emotional or hardly any emotion at all, two extremes. they’re always falling in love with the wrong people but have the right intentions and the right ways of getting what they should get.

Source: zodiacgoddd
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1: The last person you kissed screams they love you, you say… 2: Did you get to sleep in today? 3: You never know what you got until you lose it? 4: Do you have siblings? 5: How many kids do you want? 6: Who was the last person you held hands with? 7: Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss? 8: Do you think if you died, the last person you kissed would care? 9: Last person to talk on the phone? 10: Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone? 11: When’s your birthday? 12: Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed? 13: What kind of phone do you have? 14: Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? 15: Are you a different person now than you were 5 years ago? 16: What were you doing at 4 am? 17: Would you rather write a paper or give a speech? 18: Are you lying to yourself about something? 19: Last night you felt…? 20: What’s something you cannot wait for? 21: Ever told your parents you were going somewhere but when somewhere different? 22: How many hours of sleep did you get last night? 23: Are you a morning or night person? 24: What did you get your last bruise from? 25: Do you reply to all of your texts? 26: Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for. What do you do? 27: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? 28: Anyone you would like to get things straight with? 29: How many months until your birthday? 30: Favorite thing to eat with peanut butter? 31: Did you like this past summer? 32: What were you doing before you got on the computer? 33: Your ex is sitting next to you, with their new partner. What do you do? 34: What is the last thing you said out loud? 35: Your mood summed into one work? 36: Are you doing anything else besides taking this survey? 37: What are your initials? 38: Are you a happy person? 39: Do you still talk to the person you liked 4 months ago? 40: Where do you want to live when your older? 41: Have you had your birthday this year? 42: What did you do yesterday? 43: What will you be doing tomorrow? 44: How late did you stay up last night? 45: Is there anyone you would do anything for? 46: Is it hard to make you laugh? 47: Do you believe ex’s can be just friends? 48: Do you think any of your exes will eventually want to be with you again? 49: How many people have you had feelings for in the year of 2012? 50: Do you wish your ex was dead? 51: Have you ever dyed your hair? 52: Would ever take back someone that cheated? 53: Was New Year’s Even enjoyable? 54: Bet you’re missing someone right now? 55: How would your parents react if you got a tattoo? 56: Sleep on your back or stomach? 57: If you could move away, no questions asked, where would it be ? 58: What would you change about your life right now? 59: Has anything upset you in the past week? 60: Are you on the phone? 61: Today, would you rather go forward a week or back? 62: Would you take $40,000 or a brand new car? 63: Have you ever talked to someone when they were high? 64: Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone? 65: Have you ever copied someone elses homework? 66: Are you the type of person who liks to be out or at home? 67: Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up? 68: Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone? 69: Could you use some sleep right now? 70: Are you going to have a baby by the time you’re 18? 71: Does it bother you when someone hides things from you? 72: What’s your favorite color? 73: Have you ever slept in the same room with someone you liked? 74: Have you ever been looking for something and it was already in your hand? 75: Do you get annoyed easily? 76: If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you? 77: Do you have a person of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to? 78: Does anyone call you babe? 79: How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 80: What do you prefer, relationship or one night stand? 81: What color hoodie did you wear last? 82: Is there someone who meant alot to you at one point, and isn’t around anymore?

SERIOUSLY ASK ME

yis be nosy

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I never thought you would be the one to keep me from falling asleep, my mind wide awake at the thought of us together. I never thought you would be the one that I daydream about during class, distracted from everyone’s words. I never thought that I would stare at the phone waiting for you to text me back and vow to keep you happy and give my all to you and always be there for when you’re upset and I just wish with so much desire that you will notice and maybe fall for me too.

I never thought (via 2ndsong)

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I miss you, And not in a “it’s one in the morning, I’m so lonely, looking through old pictures” kind of way. I miss you, In a “my friends are all laughing, and so am I, but somehow you still haven’t left my mind” kind of way. I miss you, And not in a “someone asked me how you were today and I realized I didn’t know the answer” kind of way. I miss you, In a “nobody has brought you up in months, but I still tell stories about you” kind of way. I miss you, And not in a “it’s Valentine’s Day and I’m alone” kind of way. I miss you, In a “you did well on a test and I want to be the first person you tell” kind of way. I miss you. I don’t just miss the idea of you. I miss you.

excerpt from an unfinished book #59 // “breaking up is hard to do” (via un-predictible)

Amazing!

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For the first time, I totally see him. Not just how he looks. Not just how he smiles. I see him when he seems to be oblivious of his surrounding. I see him when he’s isolated from everyone. I see him when he stays silent and doesn’t say any single word. He gets my attention without even trying. He captures my eyes and lead them back to wherever he is. I see him in a crowded room. I see him in a loud noise. I see him in a blurring hurricane. I see him among the brightest stars. I see him in a heavy traffic of slowly walking people. I see him in a field of blooming flowers. I see him in a dance floor full of swaying hips. And I just realized how much I miss him. How much I miss being the only girl he sees.

ma.c.a // He Looks Everywhere But Me (via vomitingwords)

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tullipsink
Losing you wasn’t just painful, it was fucking damaging also. It wasn’t me sitting down on a couch surrounded by my friends as we watched movies and ate food to try and forget you. It was me staying up at four in the morning because the thought of you was so fucking strong I couldn’t even close my eyes without seeing your face. It was me swallowing thickly and blinking back tears every time I was in public, the hole in my chest causing my breaths to come out shaky rather than normal. It was me laughing at things for no reason as my stomach turned because the urge of falling apart was getting stronger. It was me crying at random hours during the day and me not wanting to get up out of bed. It wasn’t just me staring blankly at your number, deciding wether or not if I should call you. It was me throwing my phone at the wall and breaking it, because I was drunk again and the thought of you ever changing your information terrified me. It was me deleting our conversations and regretting it because now I couldn’t know where we had went wrong. It fucking hurt, losing you had hurt and I wasn’t ever able to forget that kind of pain.

A.M.// getting over someone is horrible (via tullipsink)

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don’t call him, don’t you dare call him when you’re up past three in the morning and the feeling of missing him becomes too much to bear. because trust me, he won’t answer and that’ll hurt so much more than crying yourself to sleep every night. don’t look at old photos again, don’t you even dare because if you’re not ready it’ll just bring up old memories and moments you’ve spent with him and it’ll hit you so hard of how in love you were that it’ll leave you gasping and choking for air. don’t kiss other boys, oh honey don’t because that won’t help. you’ll just end up on your knees two hours later with a sore throat as you just finished throwing up the last of what was in your stomach because their lips wasn’t his and it didn’t feel the same. it’ll never feel the same. and don’t you dare tell yourself that you’re over him when you’re not because moments when you’re alone or outside with a friend you’ll always see something that’ll remind you of him and it’ll hurt and you’ll realize you aren’t fooling anyone but yourself.

A.M.// just realize that things happen for a reason and it’s okay to let go. (via tullipsink )