whatever
(Only w ppl and things n situations that stress me out tho)
sometimes my dad chip activates and I be wanting to run
I think about it a lot and I always come to the conclusion that I simply cannot be around anyone
The same phrase repeats over and over and over in my mind
I had a hyper vivid dream with a person I don’t even know in real life
Lmfao
what a mentally scarring year I am fucked up fucked up in ways I didn’t even know were possible
I’m spiraling and this urge is getting more and more intense
I want to thrown my phone in the lake
The most terrifying part of having memory issues is when you can feel something from 5 seconds ago be thrown out the window and there's an empty hole where it once was. You remember that you forgot something.
Wouldn’t be surprised at all
I wouldn’t be surprised
I had a very vivid dream last night that it was 2021 and Nala was still alive nothing bad had happened to us life was sweet
what a mentally scarring year I am fucked up fucked up in ways I didn’t even know were possible
Fr yes I know what to do now
I’ll be okay, I always will be
I know that I am a people pleaser but I think I’ve made up my mind now

