YOU ARE NOT AS DAMNED AS YOU THINK YOU ARE.

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joel atlas. 28. he/him. transsexual. | there is only one way to slay monsters: accept them.
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Anonymous asked:

#62

62: what makes you happy?

standing in the ocean. candles. my dog’s perfect side eyes. going to the theatre. dissecting the inner core of a story with someone who wants to listen. video calling ailith or just calling my other friends. rainy mornings. finally finishing a book i meant to get to ages ago. sending mail to my penpals. cooking breakfast for my coworkers when we’re all exhausted but joking together. singing as loud as i possibly can when i’m driving alone in my car. every time my mutuals dm me images that remind them of me/that they think i’d like.
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03 & 27

03: do you regret anything?

oh, so much.

27: have you ever broken someone’s heart?

i did this year, someone i loved very much & whose presence i still miss daily. leaving was the right thing, i know it was, but i’ve never had to be the one to consciously walk away from someone so precious before. i regret hurting him like i regret nothing else.
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What happens to israelis if israel doesn't exist? Well no one asks what's going to happen to palestinians if israel continues to exist and presently it fucking sucks that no aspect of palestinian life is free from israeli control. And idk it sucks to have this military machine posing as a democratic state that sustains itself by mass killing and imprisoning palestinians and on top of it we lose land and whole communities are told to uproot themselves for a "firing range." Whats happening to masafer yatta alone, the torture and imprisonment of Ahmed Manasra alone is enough to call for the abolishment of the israeli state. If you don't feel that way, then you do not prioritize indigenous liberation in your politics. Dismantle the zionist state brick by brick

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#57

57: do you believe in true love?

used to. & although i know i’ve been wanted, i genuinely don’t know if i’ve ever been truly loved. i hope i will be one day. i hope i’ll be able to recognize it & give the same back.
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14 / 19

14: do you miss someone?

i miss everyone i’ve ever loved.

19: would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

only to go back to my worst moments, to the kid with curls hiding under his blankie & to the hurt, terribly confused teen playing a part 24 hours a day to cry himself to sleep at night. i’d go back in time to hold him & tell him i carry that kid, every person we were, with me every day. & that even though he doesn’t believe it yet, i’d tell him over & over that one day he’ll wake up & feel like he belongs in the bones & flesh he carries. that even though it sounds impossible, one day he’ll love being himself.
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I think I know exactly how you feel. I’m so sorry. You are so loved.

remember when richard siken said, “if you love me, you don't love me in a way that i understand.” that’s how it’s been with my siblings lately, who i’d die for. i’ve changed so much & i feel like i’ve outgrown every way i fit in with them & it’s terrifying. & when i try to tell them so, they don’t want to hear it. i told my sister tonight, “i’m sorry, i just feel like a piece of shit,” she told me to stop. that no one was asking me to martyr myself. & all i really wanted was for her to tell me she’s there for me.

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70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?