i'm sad and horny at the same time
I wish you knew how much I missed you. I’m sorry for being so stubborn I know you didn’t want to change me but I wish I did change. I couldn’t imagine my life without you and I wish I knew how you felt sooner and I’m sorry I didn’t work on my trust more and I’m sorry you couldn’t talk to me without thinking you were gonna hurt my feelings because I know I can be sensitive and I wish I wasn’t because then I would’ve been able to talk about how I felt more too. But I’m sure you’ll find someone that will better match you and what you look for in a relationship and someone who can give you their 100% at all times.
god, please. if you don't want someone to love me, at least make me a millionaire
-why are you doing this?
-because i hate myself so much that i sabotage my own happiness
-so you want to do this?
-no
-but are you aware of what you're doing?
-thats the neat part. i am.
will you just let me be silly for a sec. there's this dread so ancient in me
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How I sleep knowing there’s something wrong with me
