my dick is simply too big for this nonsense
This is what I mean when I say my adhd makes my depression worse
literally all jobs rn are just like: ohhh were URGENTLY hiring!!! we need employees soooo bad!!! NOT YOU . we need employees right now omgggg stopppp we need workersss…. not you tho i hope you die in a fire forever but omggg nobody wants to work anymore… we are urgently hiring where are all the workerssss…. UGH OMG STOP FUCKING ASKING FOR A JOB !!!! WE DONT WANT YOU !! DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE . anyway. we are URGENTLY hirin-
if you can’t handle me at my worst that’s understandable cause i can’t either
i’m either just going to be numb or have extreme mood swings for the rest of my life i guess
I wish i was different i wish it all was different . *cleans and does laundry *
i wish it all was different *actually does nothing to improve any scenario in life. rots in bed instead.*
it’s a wild ride having “please don’t leave me” and “it’s your loss if you do” daddy issues with “please don’t yell at me ill cry” and “fuck around find out” mommy issues
I'm only who I am because of mental illness, why would I want to get rid of my only sense of identity?
BPD is watching yourself burn your own life to the ground over and over again
Borderline individuals are the psychological equivalent of third-degree-burn patients. they simply have, so to speak, no emotional skin. even the slightest touch or movement can create immense suffering.
•Nlaea Meoletta Shakhabova
sorry i ghosted you, i was going to kill myself
Me every 4 days





