— depression is a disease and it's tiring
People be like oh you’re in your 20s you have a whole life to live but I already feel as if I’ve missed every opportunity and made all the wrong decisions and it’s just fucked now
I’ll always be nothing. I’ve always been nothing. To think I had the audacity to think I could be anything else.
“There is no one left who understands how I wait”
— Anne Sexton, from Where I Live In This Honorable House Of The Laurel Tree in “The Complete Poems Of Anne Sexton” (via adrasteiax)
““You couldn’t relive your life, skipping the awful parts, without losing what made it worthwhile. You had to accept it as a whole–like the world, or the person you loved.””
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““You’ve gotta dance like there’s nobody watching, Love like you’ll never be hurt, Sing like there’s nobody listening, And live like it’s heaven on earth.””
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— F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Beautiful and Damned
uhm just why tf do i aLWAYS unintentionally complicate things for myself 💀
““I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.””
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all i do is over caffeinate myself and function incorrectly
