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alive or just breathing?

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she never looked nice. she looked like art, and art wasn't supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something - Eleanor & Park
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fluohrine
‘Sometimes I don’t get you,’ I said. She didn’t even glance at me. She just smiled toward the television and said, ‘You never get me. That’s the whole point.

John Green, Looking for Alaska (via itcuddles)

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I want someone to really want me. Make a big deal about me, tell me I’m on your mind way too fucking much but you kinda like it. Make it completely obvious that I’m the person you want. Tell me you can’t wait to see me; show me how you feel so I can feel it too. Make me feel something I’ve never felt before. Tell your friends about me & I’ll tell them about how you make butterflies swam my stomach. Want me as much as I want you.
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You are stronger than you realise. You are crueller than you realise. The smallest words will break your heart. You will change. You’re not the same person you were three years ago. You’re not even the same person you were three minutes ago and that’s okay. Especially if you don’t like the person you were three minutes ago. People come and go. Some are cigarette breaks, others are forest fires. You won’t like your name until you hear someone say it in their sleep. You’ll forget your email password but ten years from now you’ll still remember the number of steps up to his flat. You don’t have to open the curtains if you don’t want to. Never stop yourself texting someone. If you love them at 4 a.m., tell them. If you still love them at 9.30 a.m., tell them again. Make sure you have a safe place. Whether it’s the kitchen floor or the Travel section of a bookshop, just make sure you have a safe place. You will be scared of all kinds of things, of spiders and clowns and eating alone, but your biggest fear will be that people will see you the way you see yourself. Sometimes, looking at someone will be like looking into the sun. Sometimes someone will look at you like you are the sun. Wait for it. You will learn how to sleep alone, how to avoid the cold corners but still fill a bed. Always be friends with the broken people. They know how to survive. You can love someone and hate them, all at once. You can miss them so much you ache but still ignore your phone when they call. You are good at something, whether it’s making someone laugh or remembering their birthday. Don’t ever let anyone tell you that these things don’t matter. You will always be hungry for love. Always. Even when someone is asleep next to you you’ll envy the pillow touching their cheek and the sheet hiding their skin. Loneliness is nothing to do with how many people are around you but how many of them understand you. People say I love you all the time. Even when they say, ‘Why didn’t you call me back?’ or ‘He’s an asshole.’ Make sure you’re listening. You will be okay. You will be okay.

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“We are so much more than skin and bones. We are sleepy eyes in the early hours of the morning and the smell of skin. We are the screams we suppress and the laughter we let out. We are broken hearts sewn back together and chipped, rigid nails. We are dreamers, dancers, singers; enduring spirits and hopeful wishes.

We are human, and we are so much more than we think.”

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It was sad really, the way you spoke about yourself as if you were just one flaw lined up after another. But I was always there for you Always the one to reassure you; to magnify all the beautiful parts of you that went overlooked. But now, I see you in a whole new light and it all makes sense. All along you were only trying to protect me from the false image I had created of you You hated yourself, and congrats. Now I hate you too

All I ever did was love you (via annedreeuhhh)