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pedro Hernandez

@sad-cunt-666

just a sad and lonely writer. sorry if my writing is trash. trying ma best.
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I still have guilt. I will probably never get rid of that, but yes, I’m free of the compulsion and the driving need to do it… I don’t think I’m capable of creating anything. I think the only thing I’m capable of is destroying … I’m sick and tired of being destructive. What worth is life if you can’t be helpful to someone? - Jeffrey Dahmer

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ghostemane
It doesn’t bother me that some of what we do goes over people’s heads. It’s understood by exactly who is meant to absorb it and gain something from the world and narrative we’ve built and are continuing to refine. It might take decades or even longer to see all the pieces come together. It might take others that aren’t me, or anyone in Blackmage to carry on and bring the light to those who need it once we’re gone. It doesn’t bother me that the art and imagery is confused with “aesthetics”. Time will fix that as well. And last but not least it doesn’t bother me that we exist in music’s lackadaisical era. Not the worst, just the laziest. It’s fashionable to try your best to look like you’re not trying your best. I love making it clear how hard we work and how much fruit it bears. I believe it sets an example for those pursuing unconventional careers, or uncertain ones. As I always do, I’m letting it be known that I was you: scared, uncertain, alone, insecure, hurting, ugly. And I still am. That stuff doesn’t exactly ever go away. We’re only presented with new challenges that help us acquire new tools to manage them. I’m on a plane to Russia and felt like saying a piece for those who might need it. Maybe I just needed it.
Black Blood Forever // ☿ ☿ ☿
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ghostemane
set in stone, like my hair and bones nothin’ gold, hit my goals now I’m all alone 
(all alone)