I’m so done with being fat !

This mont I will lose 10 kg (22 lbs ) at least !

bowel cancer stole my mum

to follow up my previous post, bowel cancer has officially stolen my mum, and torn my life into pieces

and i need money for rent. for a $1,576.40 powerbill her heater and fan for the chemo sweats racked up. for her outstanding thousands in debt that fall onto me. for her - well, my - car to be repaired from a gearbox failure - the transmission control unit died. donate here

all of the money already raised has gone to rent and bills. to cat food that we’ve already run out of. it costs a lot to be alive. mum’s account is empty. so is mine. consider donating

for the two and a half grand it costs to cremate the body she lived in, loved in, and grew us in. for paper plates and picnic blankets for her memorial, because we can’t afford a funeral. consider donating

please, please, please, consider donating, or even just sharing the campaign. i have over fourteen thousand followers on this blog and i need some of you to donate little bit of hope and mercy from the world today. consider donating

i need to keep a roof over my, and my cat’s, head. consider donating

this happened so fast. for months the cancer slowly grew in the lungs and liver but within 3 weeks it spread violently, painfully, without any dignity or regard for my mum’s unfinished business, into the bones, kidneys, cervix, muscles around the rectal wound left after last year’s APR surgery, with 20cmx20cm of tumors hugging the liver, spreading up the ribs and the thorax. consider donating

at my job i earn a max of $846 a week after tax. that is not enough to buy a nice urn. that’s working the maximum hours i can at my job. i am freshly eighteen years of age and very, very fragile as it is. consider donating

without money, in this cold hard and silent world, i am fucked. im not on the lease for my home and with mum dead, i have to get out ASAP, and i’m squatting in my own home filled with my suddenly dead mother’s belongings and this echoing, awful fucking silence. please consider donating.

consider donating.

help me keep myself, and her cat, and the memory of the wonderful angel she was, alive.

https://www.gofundme.com/f/1pfvv6p4pc?sharetype=teams&member=2677106&utm_medium=copy_link&utm_source=customer&utm_campaign=p_na+share-sheet&rcid=2253a46f8ff44584886d716e9a43ed1c

I’m sorry for being so desperate but I need help. I need help badly. Please consider donating. All of the money went to helping mum towards the end and bills a week ago. We are fucked. Please consider donating.

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This is a reminder that you are on the right path and everything is coming together. Trust your intuition and please don’t be so hard on yourself. You are deserving of rest, love, and joy; never forget that.

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(just do it)

I tried to scroll past but I got scared

^^^

Pumpkin King help me 😊

Reblog this post if you want someone to anonymously or not, send you meanspo.

Meanspo me bitches

reblog if i can message you and awkwardly make conversation with you so we can become best friends

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Reblog if you are insecure about anything below:

-weight

-appearance

-intelligence (or lack of) 

-skills (or lack of) 

-weird hobbies

-friends (or lack of) 

-body

-personality

-family

Who ever reblogs this will get a message in their inbox.

I would report it a thousand times if i could

if you use music to cope with anxiety, depression or to help with your ADHD (like me) reblog, I'm trying to prove a point to my teacher

I think I’ve probably already reblogged this, but screw it, I will again.

That’s literally what I’m doing right now. Lol. I’m listening to Secret For The Mad by dodie because I’m depressed as fuck.

Dude, i can’t sleep without crying myself to slep if i don’t listen to music

I need it to function.

Yup.

just to clear up some rumors

i DO have blood and I do have ALL of MY bones and I didnt take them from anyone I grew them myself so stop asking

sweet jesus

Omg and i always like look at their thighs so people think i am staring at there butt and it’s hella annoying

daniel seavey’s dance is my aesthetic

also that your lunch tastes good, you find twenty dollars on the ground, and that thing coming up that you were dreading turns out not so bad

Passing this good karma

I reblogged this 3 days ago and my skin got clear and I got a message from a guy who refers to me as queen yesterday. Good karma vibes all around.

ARE U FUCKING KIDDING ME I REBLOGGED THIS YESTERDAY AND MY SKIN IS CLEAR AS F NOW

I lied and said I was busy. I was busy, but not in a way people understand. I was busy taking deeper breaths, I was busy silencing irrational thoughts, I was busy calming a racing heart, I was busy telling myself I am ok

rb and this picture will protect u from all the evil in the world

I am so softtt for them