on regret

I would “sacrifice” relationships with other people in order to get it right with you.

Lost.

I am down

I can't find the energy anymore

every thought of you is pain

every what if stabs me in my body

like a knife

you have sharpened

with your happiness

how can I be on your team

when I am the only one that grieves

how can I support you

when I can’t even find the breath for myself

how can I be calm and trustful

when every bone in my body

is telling me to run

I would be gone

if my heart wasn’t that persistent

but I am afraid

that this time

it is wrong

my future

“the scene in my head is a road trip with the best person of your life after you've been through the worst together.“

– while listening to Bloom by The Paper Kites

september 1st

The only thing that makes me calm is believing that this made up world of mine is becoming a reality. 

Hi hay.

corner

Sort of broccoli.

Turned 22.

Hello nature.

You are not that smart, smartphone.

lovely jihlava

Sun ray.

Waking up in the most beautiful place.