somepiecesofmyheartandsoul
“No doubt, it was scary as hell to love someone like you. Knowing that I could lose you any moment, had my teeth gritted and knuckles white.”
I think I need to go into the mountains and sit on a peak and let the cold air clear my head for a while.
Sometimes you just have to put yourself first. Your needs sometimes have to come first and that’s totally okay
other people succeeding and achieving things (school, jobs, relationships, etc.) before you do, does not make you a failure. it doesn’t make you bad at these things. it just means some things are going to take a little more time for you than it will for other people. you have time. there are no rules or deadlines by which you have to achieve and experience things. there’s too much pressure to have all these things done by your early to mid twenties but you have your whole life to figure yourself out and do what you want. you are doing your best and that’s what matters. i’m proud of you and you are going to be okay.
loveserum-deactivated20191021
Someday I’m gonna b w someone who makes me laugh all the time and makes everyday a little easier and plays games with me when we’re drunk and will make homemade pizzas with me on a Sunday afternoon and lemme tell u I’m gonna love that person so hard and well and good
look at how you’ve come and be motivated by how far you can still go. dont give up :))
there is so much hurt and sadness inside of me and i have no idea how to control it anymore
renewinglaurenjane
Do me a favor okay? Stop trying to go back to who you were before. Before you were raped, before you got sick before an eating disorder took over your life. stop trying to be who you were five, ten, twenty years ago. Before the mental illness took over, before he died, back before your parents split or you lost your best friend.
You are NOT the same person as before. You never will be again. Give up the idolization of “before” and be who you are now. Be the you AFTER.
