Baby Blue

“Why did I feel I needed to be punished, to punish myself. Why do I feel now I should be guilty, unhappy: and feel guilty if I am not?”

“I feel so shut out, I’m always homesick. But when I get home. I find it’s something else I’m longing for.”

“Abusive parents teach their children that “being kept alive” is an unrepayable debt they have to try and pay back for with their lives. The premise lies on the assumption the children’s lives weren’t worth anything in the first place, it shows what the abusive parent thinks of the child: “You’re not even worthy of being kept alive.”