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please don’t romanticize drug use, until you’ve stayed up for entire days because you took too many pills. please dont romanticize drug use, until you’ve stolen from people you love. please dont romanticize drug use until you’ve had to look your parents dead in the eyes, tell them you use, and watch them cry. please dont romanticize drug use until you’ve forgotten what its like to be sober. please dont romanticize drug use until you’ve picked drugs over a relationship. please dont romanticize drug use until you’ve gone through the hell of withdrawal. please dont romanticize drug use until you’ve had to tell your brother and sister not to use, because you dont want them to end up like you. please dont romanticize drug use until the circles under your eyes are darker than your eyeliner. please dont romanticize drug use until you’ve spent your christmas and birthday money on pills to numb the pain. please dont romanticize drug use until you’ve only felt beautiful when you were high as a kite. please dont romanticize drug use until you know what its like to constantly chase a high. please dont romanticize drug use until you know everything about medicine and you arent even a pharmacist. please dont romanticize drug use until you have felt the come down. please dont romanticize drug use until you’ve layed on the floor asking god for a little bit more time. please dont romanticize drug use until you’ve laid down in bed to sleep and asked yourself if you were going to wake up in the morning. please dont romanticize drug use until youve had to call your childhood friend and begged them to take you to the hospital because you overdosed. please dont romanticize drug use until you let it take over your life. please dont romanticize drug use until you’ve lived through the dirty shit. its not fair for the addicts who are dirty, dead, and dying while you talk about how “fun” and “recreational” drug use is. its not glamorous. its not a fun hobby. its not a phase. its not a sport. its not sparkly. its not rewarding. it doesnt make you cool. its not grunge or hipster. it breaks hearts. it destroys familys. it ruins people. it steals your money, memory, health, wealth, potential, stamina, intelligence, and life. unless you’re ready to make the life long commitment, for better and for worst, through withdrawal and through highs, till death do you part, please dont romanticize drug use.
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Addiction is terrifying. Love can’t even save you.
// (via lnfinitelyfucked)
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who knew getting my heart broken would make me a badass bitch
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yeah hes cute but does he care about your mental health
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You were everything I wanted but nothing I needed.
You were no good for me. (via ifthenightcouldtalk)
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Find someone who makes your heart race, and not only in the bed room.
Find someone who remembers the small things about you, like why you’re afraid of the ocean or why your anxiety gets so bad at night.
Find someone who gets the ways you work and doesn’t leave when you start acting like a little shit.
Find someone who talks to you and doesn’t just leave you in the dark when you’re feeling down.
Find someone who takes pictures of you all the time because they need something to look at when you’re gone.
Find someone who holds you while you sleep, even when they stay awake for hours.
Find someone who admires the smallest things about you, like your freckles or the way your voice changes with your mood.
Find someone who doesn’t let go, who is always there, who loves you for you, who doesn’t try to change the person you are deep down inside, but instead tries to bring it out more.
Find them, and please promise me you’ll never let them go.
I found you. (via stuckonserotonin)
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“I feel like “good drugs” are the ones that don’t make you feel good. They’re the drugs like weed, shrooms, and all the other psychs. These drugs just put you in a different, often more powerful state of mind. It’s up to you if you want a good or bad trip. You learn a lot, how to be kinder, how to be happier, etc.
“Bad drugs” in my opinion are the ones that make you feel good. All you need to do to be incredibly happy is snort this, all you need to do to lose all your worries is shoot this, etc. These drugs bring out the fiend in people, as they can make people feel better than what their sober reality can.“
(via mydrugjournal)
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Drugs will take away everything you hate at first. As soon as you’re content with that, they’ll start taking away everything you love. Eventually, you’ll be forced to choose between drugs and yourself. You can’t have both.
Thoughts from a recovering addict (via heroinwasmyhero)
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Recovery is hard. You’ll spend a lot of nights listening to the saddest music possible while crying your eyes out. During the first few months, your mind will convince you that you’re just not strong enough. That yes, recovery works for some people, but it’s just not for you. Every recovering addict felt that way at one point. Recovery is for you, because just like your best friend or the person you love, you’re worth saving, too. You don’t see it now, but you will. If recovery wasn’t worth it, if saving yourself wasn’t worth it, nobody would ever talk about how amazing the journey is.
Just take one day at a time (via heroinwasmyhero)
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All addicts, regardless of the substance or their social status share a consistent and obvious symptom; they’re not quite present when you talk to them. They communicate to you through a barely discernible but unignorable veil. They have about them the air of elsewhere, that they’re looking through you to somewhere else they’d rather be. And of course they are. The priority of any addict is to anaesthetise the pain of living to ease the passage of the day with some purchased relief.
(via mydrugjournal)
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