ive been having really good days. having my soulmates back in my life, has made such a difference in what i want for myself. what makes me sad, now i feel as if my relationship isnt serving me any purpose anymore. i love him but i dont feel like im growing, ive become stagant in my personal development. was this only temporary? was it what i needed when i felt so alone for a few months. i hate to think i got so involved for my own selfish reasons but i know its not true. the guilt still eats me up. on the bright side ive mentioned how i felt . maybe the scorpio moon did help. ill probably be back tomorrow to spill.
