WISE FWOM YOUH GWAVE
Just figured I’d let people here know: After getting into modular synthesizers and falling way too far down the rabbit hole, I’ve finally released a new album for the first time since 2014! Check it out if you’re interested!
I found a new favorite wig, and it took me a second but I realized who it reminded me of: Alex, from @chuxwagon‘s webcomic Brightest! I’m happy to feel like one of the lesbian characters who helped me get through some of the darkest pre-transition times of my life. <3
I couldn’t sleep until I got this out of my head and now you all have to put up with it.
We’ve come a long way.
Me gaining confidence as I grow older
She went from some kind of half dead goblin skittering around to walking around like the queen of fuck you
HEY why the heck not! heres the original (i think this is the one u meant lol)
now with EXTRA cuddly lovey-ness (❁´▽`)*✲゚*
KILL SIX BILLION DEMONS
this is the hill staff is choosing to die on i guess
Flop and CRUNCH!
YES!
FLOP AND CRUNCH
UNTIL IT’S DONE
Estradiol means sometimes you can just go to the carnival and fuck shit up for the “Guess Your Age” guys.
come at me
this was a good thread i saw about how of course this is all more trash coming down from the total shit that is sesta/fosta
Being abused can seriously affect your ability to distinguish between “not obviously pleased” and “obviously displeased” because abusers go from Neutral to Hostile for absolutely no discernible reason, and eventually you start worrying that everyone is going to be like that and you start feeling this urge to make absolutely sure that the people you actually care about aren’t mad or upset, because to you, “there’s no evidence that they’re not angry” is the same as “there’s evidence that they are angry”
I have never heard this put into words before but it explains so much. Even as a kid I was constantly scared my mom was mad just when she was making a neutral expression cause she could go from 0 to 60 with no other warning.
Omg I didn’t realise. I do this. I’m constantly checking that people are ok and not mad.
Because that’s what my dad did. 0-rage monster in a second.
Hyper vigilance over other people’s emotional state because of previous / repeated / continuous exposure to volatile people is seriously just…the most exhausting, fucked up, draining, relationship-fucking, driving-yourself-mad thing and it is so rarely explained well or talked about at all and I’m SO GLAD this post is going around. If someone is even slightly less than being 100% positive/happy/approving of me I pick up on it right away, even if it has absolutely nothing to do with me, and I fret and stress and am on edge. Which is so unfair because other people are allowed to have feelings and they’re allowed to express those feelings and it’s almost never about me anyway. And then trying to explain that you expect them to be volatile assholes when they’ve never shown any evidence of being that way, and trying to say that it’s not personal, is almost impossible. Because it’s always taken personally and how can they not, really?
Me constantly asking “Are you mad at me?” Or some variation there of.





