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visiting Mark Hamill behind the dumpster

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Queer middle-aged fangirl. I'm sorry this has become a Luke Skywalker and Man from Uncle blog, but not sorry enough to stop. Otherwise, expect lots of MCU, BBC shows, writing posts, animals. And so much Star Wars.

Knowing you were THIS CLOSE to being in a pretty healthy stable place in 2019 is the 2020 mental health version of a cop in a movie being three days from retirement

cutthroat kitchen and mutazione. oh boy

Breath of the Wild and Great British Bake Off

Honestly Link was already half way there, this seems like the logical next step.

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Julie and the Phantoms and Pokemon, and honestly I’m okay with this world.

Buffy the Vampire Slayer and World of Warcraft.

Sounds good to me!

The Mandalorian Mousehunt, lololol. I’d play it!

Supernatural Animal Crossing is gonna be LIT

Victorian Farm: Final Fantasy XIV edition. You tend a sweet farm and kill monsters to defend it. I’d play.

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Supernatural and Assassin’s Creed Unity. SO MANY PEOPLE ARE GETTING STABBED.

Supernatural and Graveyard Keeper. Sounds about right.

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Mystic Messenger and The Untamed... almost kinda works?

in important porcelain news I found something even WORSE than my beloved monkey orchestra. May I present: 

18th century men on goats. Look at those matching glasses. It’s just awful.  I have to have it. 

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why… why does this make me think of Aziraphale?

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plump, white and fluffy

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fancy coat. Maybe Crowley's the goat. The glasses would make sense then.

why BTS right now?

I see other fans say that you find BTS when you need them the most, which is... kinda funny but also kind of religiony in a vaguely uncomfortable way (for me), but... it’s not WRONG, either. I seriously really did need their energy in my life right now. 

2020 has been one HELL of a year. I mean, I know it has been for everyone. But even without the pandemic and political unrest and cops killing innocent people... I’ve had a truly terrible year. 

My 17 year old cat died on New Year’s Eve. I found out in January that I had cancer, started treatment in March, had surgery in June as part of my treatment. Thanks to being sick, I lost all my clients and pretty much shuttered my freelance business, which has made the money situation terrifying. I finished my last radiation treatment at the beginning of September, and on that same day, my beloved dog Rosie died of complications from diabetes.

Even now I’m a wreck. I don’t know where I’ll be living six weeks from now. Don’t get me wrong--I’m not in danger of homelessness! I just... don’t KNOW, and that’s stressing me out. I’m 48 years old and everything I wanted to do with my life seems impossible now. (And don’t even get me STARTED on what might happen to me, a queer living on government disability and Medicare, if that orange fucker gets re-elected.) I have an amazing support system IRL, but sometimes I still can’t get out of my own head.

In the middle of all this, “Dynamite” came out. And despite EVERYTHING, it can instantly makes me feel better. Watching the videos, learning stuff about the boys, about ARMY, having something new to squee over... it helps, so much. Knowing ARMY is out there... helps, even if I can’t explain why. 

I need to go to bed but between BTS and The Untamed I have too many feelings.

I am on episode 10 of The Untamed, and now that I have a better idea of what’s going on I went back and rewatched episodes 1 and 2.

THAT’S OKAY I DIDN’T NEED MY HEART

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The Lans don’t have a bazillion rules because they’re so upstandingly morally brilliant and upright, the Lans have a bazillion rules because their sheer stubborn dumbass energy is off the charts and needs to be focused by a bazillion rules

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Alternately: “Good men don't need rules. Today is not the day to find out why I have so many.”

:)

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One Way or Another: Chapter 2 is live on Patreon for subscribers at the $5 tier. Isaac, Ethan, and Carrie have started filming and getting to know each other…

“So what are you up to?” Isaac asked Carrie. “Jetting off to the south of France? Monte Carlo?”

“Going into the studio.” Carrie made a face. “I don’t know when the record company thinks I’m going to have time to tour if I’m working on this show, but they’re not wrong. It’s time to work on a new album.”

“No rest for the wicked,” Ethan said. “Or the A-list. Which, come to think about it, there’s a lot of overlap there.”

“What about you?” Isaac ordered a drink then turned to Ethan. “Planning a secret tryst with a starlet or two?” He regretted the question as soon as it came out of his mouth. What made him ask that?

“Well, you know,” Ethan drawled, “gotta keep the tabloids in business somehow. If you don’t give them a story every now and then, they’ll start looking for one on their own.”

“Tell me about it.” That much Isaac could relate to. “The editor over the Weekly Star Report must have it in for me. Every week she’s trying to tie me to a new scandal.”

Carrie leaned over, wide-eyed. “Wait. You mean you’re not the father of a two-headed alien love child out in Iowa?”

“Nah, man. It was Nebraska. See? Tabloids get everything wrong.” Isaac sipped the watered down drink while Carrie and Ethan laughed. Ethan’s words stuck with him though, about the paps looking for a story. Did he have one he was trying to hide?

AN: Ethan does, of course. He’s closeted–and way too attracted to Isaac. Of course, Isaac as a few secrets of his own. And the secrets start coming out in Chapter 3, so join my Patreon now!

I may be an absolute disaster of an adult but when someone younger than me asks for advice I turn into a Wise Professor

Youngster: how do you cope with exams/anxiety/time management

Me, who just had a panic attack while eating a bagel at 2 pm:

One Way or Another: Chapter 2 is live on Patreon for subscribers at the $5 tier. Isaac, Ethan, and Carrie have started filming and getting to know each other...

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“So what are you up to?” Isaac asked Carrie. “Jetting off to the south of France? Monte Carlo?”

“Going into the studio.” Carrie made a face. “I don’t know when the record company thinks I’m going to have time to tour if I’m working on this show, but they’re not wrong. It’s time to work on a new album.”

“No rest for the wicked,” Ethan said. “Or the A-list. Which, come to think about it, there’s a lot of overlap there.”

“What about you?” Isaac ordered a drink then turned to Ethan. “Planning a secret tryst with a starlet or two?” He regretted the question as soon as it came out of his mouth. What made him ask that?

“Well, you know,” Ethan drawled, “gotta keep the tabloids in business somehow. If you don’t give them a story every now and then, they’ll start looking for one on their own.”

“Tell me about it.” That much Isaac could relate to. “The editor over the Weekly Star Report must have it in for me. Every week she’s trying to tie me to a new scandal.”

Carrie leaned over, wide-eyed. “Wait. You mean you’re not the father of a two-headed alien love child out in Iowa?”

“Nah, man. It was Nebraska. See? Tabloids get everything wrong.” Isaac sipped the watered down drink while Carrie and Ethan laughed. Ethan’s words stuck with him though, about the paps looking for a story. Did he have one he was trying to hide?

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AN: Ethan does, of course. He’s closeted--and way too attracted to Isaac. Of course, Isaac as a few secrets of his own. And the secrets start coming out in Chapter 3, so join my Patreon now!

First rough sketch of my newest character. Her name is Taibhse, and she’s a werewolf, the last of the Moonborn. She hunts the Forsworn, werewolves who have abandoned their oath to protect and who hunt humans as prey. I’ve always wanted to play around more with the Celtic interpretations of werewolves as benevolent and even protective, certainly warriors and not monsters. And I’ve recently gotten a boot in the pants to actually start putting this world together, so expect more soon! Look for the #lotm tag!

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I might be the boot. >.>

Her worldbuilding is good, you guys.