I suck at keeping in contact with people even if I like them.

Boredom is probably the worse thing in the world. My life has become an endless cycle of nothingness. I wake up, get ready, go to work, come home from work, wait for my boyfriend to get home, then we make dinner, and crash out. I feel like the only places I go is the damn store and work. I have no life and it's starting to drive me insane. I just wanna scream but I know that won't change a thing. But I don't know what to change to make myself feel better. I can feel the depression seeping in. Hopefully I can get my self out of this rut before I chase off my boyfriend. I know I'm hard to love and some days are harder than others. Things suck but I know they will get better they always do.