been thinking about the word queer lately and it just means so much to me and it's so hard to put into words
like yes "not gay as in happy but queer as in fuck you" but also it feels like so much more
queer feels like a snuggly soft blanket you can burrow into
queer feels like coming in from the cold to find a warm mug of hot chocolate made just for you
queer feels like a tight hug from someone you care about
queer feels like a friend you haven't seen in ages but when you get together it's like you were never apart
queer feels like the first crisp autumn day where you can put on a fuzzy sweater and boots or the first spring day when you can take off your jacket and let the sun warm your skin
queer feels like an afternoon nap with a cat snuggled in your lap or on your chest or at your side purring so softly
queer feels warm and happy and soft and inviting and welcoming
queer feels like "I love you" and "you belong here"

