by RZA
yo……….heads up this current mercury retrograde (dec 19th to jan 8th) is going to be the strongest and most intense of this year. if you are still hiding something, bottling up emotions/thoughts anything that has NOT come to the surface or “the light” WILL be exposed before this year is over. i urge everyone to continue healing, it’s not about to be easy. you’re going to feel extremely intense emotions and mood swings while you work out emotional issues, family issues, self esteem issues whatever it may be. this retrograde is literally about to force you to deal and face whatever problem you’ve been avoiding.
Wu-Tang Clan | Shaolin, NYC - 1992 | Photo by Chi Modu
6 Warning Signs You're a Self-Destructive Person
It will become very obvious when someone is being self-destructive. They will almost be an entirely different person than from the one you knew before.You may either be confused, hurt, unsure, or a variety of other emotions which is completely normal. However, if you do know someone that has become extremely self-destructive, then you may want to contact the appropriate party in order for them to get the help they need.
I had this girl in my class and she was considered to be like really dumb. She’d ask a ton of doubts and questions in class, which everybody would consider to be “stupid"and “silly” and even the teachers would often taunt her but she’d never stop asking. But the thing was that she’d almost always top the class examinations and everyone was like???? They all thought she was cheating and stuff and obviously even the teachers were very biased because she wasn’t so ‘smart’ in class, and she was regularly accused of cheating. But nobody could prove that she was actually cheating but the whole class and teachers totally believed that she did. I’m pretty socially awkward so I never really talked to her, but she was leaving school this year and I was genuinely curious about how she was so good during exams and how she didn’t let everyone’s remarks affect her. She always used to sit and hang out with only one girl, and she told me that that friend of hers was severely socially anxious and she’d lag in studies because she couldn’t bring herself to ask doubts in class or ask for help from others. So they had this system where during lectures her friend would write down any question she had, and she would ask them for her. And I was just so touched??? Idk but it really changed the way I looked at people?? This girl endured taunts and jeers and borderline bullying for being “stupid” when she was actually really smart and could easily have refused to ask such doubts for her friend but she did?? And brushed off everything others would throw at her for her friend?? I was just, idk it just really changed me in some way.
Bas Jan Ader, from Primary Time



