So long time no talk. If you remember me and like the content I used to post maybe you should check out my new Instagram @read_with_madison
I am going to post my reactions to crescent city house of Flame and Shadow! Also other bookish content and some writing content too!!!
Hope to see you there in my fantasy realm :)
A tragic little poem for you all
Divine
I was not ready for you
But she was
I don’t know her behind her beauty
Who she is inside
But I do know your smile
And how she brings light to your eyes
And I know she is part of why
You are now so seemingly happy
Oh, how I wish all I felt was happiness
For the joy that she has brought
Yet my stomach is in knots
Because she is what I was not
she is Divine
And I am an open, bleeding heart
A heart that is emotional and real and brutal
A heart that was not for you
A heart that is for me, and me alone
Until I find myself Divine
Divine not for you but for me
Just as she is Divine for her
Only then will my bleeding heart be ready
To be the light in mine’s eyes
What if in the Crescent city world the thirteen were in a wolf pack together and somehow they met the coven
Manon (witch): Disgusting, how is it possible that we are DOGS
Manon (Alpha): At least we have teeth and claws, you prissy pussies and your cute little spells wouldn’t dare get your hands dirty
Manon (witch): we aren’t those kind of witches 😈 *the iron teeth and nails come out*
*death stare*
Asterin (witch): OMG you guys have pack tattoos?! I love them let’s get some Manon PLEASE
Asterin (wolf): I’ll show you guys where we did it while the Manons have there pissing contest :)
I am so fucking JEALOUS of people who are going to find ACOTAR in like 5-10 years (maybe 20 at this pace lol...) when it’s all complete and they can finish a book with raging questions and emotions and fears and doubts only to have all of those answered by... the next book. Which will be immediately available to them.
Like we really spent 3 years waiting for Nessian and now we gonna wait 3 more to find out about the whole love pentagram situation (Az, Elain, Lucien, Gwyn, and Vassa) and there will probably also be soft, established Nessian in that book as well which we are all STARVED for and we gonna have to wait and see if Rhysand is gonna make Night Court Imperialism a thing and then years after that to find out what went down with Mor and Eris and if Emerie and Mor is gonna be a thing and if Beron is ever gonna die and just like 1000 other unanswered questions about these characters. Imagine finding this series when it’s complete... it hurts.
Okay but hear me out.
I think Elain likes Azriel. But Azriel, I mean he's clearly attracted to her, but I think his feelings stem from 2 reasons
1. Elain's sisters are mated to his brothers. And he wants what they have. Her sisters chose his brothers! Mating bond or no mating bond, This male has been alone and aloof for 500 years, he just wants someone to want him forever. That brings me to my second point
2. Elain shows interest in him. This added to the first point makes him think she's the one.
But. BUT.
I do not think Az's shadows disappearing infront of Mor or Elain is a good thing. They are a part of him. And these 2 females are someone their master has feelings for but (I think) they make the shadows uncomfortable.
And that's nooott a good thing. When we read the parts with Gwyn, there's just soo much chemistry there.
Point number 1. Az is hella competitive and so is Gwyn. Her challenging him is something he finds amusing.
2. Say what you want but I think unknowingly Az is comfortable around Gwyn. His humour comes out around her. She makes him feel lighter.
3. Shadows! His shadows literally touch her breath. And when he leaves her, they're singing. Singing!
On a side note. It's been repeatedly mentioned how Elain doesn't fit well in the Night Court. She's literally described as a Ray of sunshine. Sunshine belongs in the day court!!
Okay. Rant over.
Thanks for coming to my Ted Talk.
Any mixed opinions about ACOSF aside, I have always said that the Mark of a really good book is when you relate to both the heroes and the villains.
In this case I definitely did. I related to Cassian, the true Hero. I related to Eris the half-villain awaiting redemption. I related to Lanthys and the Kelpie as well even though they were fully villains.
I related to them all because I too, would like to make Nesta Archeron my wife.
