“At the restaurant, when I was still the one you want Cross-legged in the dim light, everything was just right I, I could feel the mascara run You told me that you met someone Glass shattered on the white cloth EVERYBODY MOVED ON” - right where you left me (Taylor Swift, 2020) the day i heard that you liked someone else, it’s never been so quiet. the ticking of clock has stopped. my breath stopped. my heartbeat stopped. i showed a big smile for everybody letting them know i’m happy. they don’t know i am shattered into small little pieces. all this time i thought you were looking at me too, but i never looked straight into your eyes for me to clearly see you were looking at the person that’s always right beside me who you truly liked. this is the first time i’m saying this in my life. i wish i was her for you to be mine.
it's been a week last week with you. every time you look at me, touch me, talk to me, you even sang happy birthday to me and no one else noticed it but I, I noticed it. all of their attention were all straight to this other girl that you liked but my attention was fully onto you. don't make me melt.
it's been you, always you. you've been my weakness since before. i made so many ways not to notice you anymore. but suddenly after 7 years, it's you again. it's always been you
last april i found out that alternative/indie is my genre in music. that explains a lot why i love the songs in twilight
today is a gloomy day and i can’t help but stay on my bed but here i am sitting, typing this post
it just started to sink in me that i’ll be field studying this coming academic year and then will be practice teaching. i’m not excited and i don’t want it all to happen. thinking of shifting or maybe stop a year. aaaaaaaaa
Rachel Wolchin (via perfectquote)
small victory is still victory!
the other day, i finished the first 10 pages of the online book i was reading. i can’t wait to finish it part by part this year!
S.C. Lourie (via perfectquote)
all the music i’m listening to right now makes me wanna go to the beach and just hang there like i’m in my own music video or movie
i just imagine what could’ve been when i left my comfort zone and decided to study abroad, where would i be right now? maybe my life isn’t like this, maybe i’m more stronger and independent. maybe i’m more mature and more of an open book. what could’ve been?
i prayed for change but the situations never changed. maybe this is a replay for the level i never won and the change that’s needed must come from my moves and not the situation