i also want to begin thinking seriously about having my moderate rock nameplate necklace made so if you have a vendor you like hmu. i don’t need fine but i do want gold tone so idk
been wearing the slider R on a chain like this. this is the kind of chain i’d like for this concept but sitting a little higher
i want to get some silver letter beads, although i think id really like them rounder like this hebrew bead. i want to string them on a thin smooth silver chain maybe like a link chain of some kind, smooth and rigid but not wire, maybe at collar length not quite a choker. id love this idea in sterling beads but not for the amount of letters i need for this: the soft dive of oblivion
actually maybe if prefer the circle kind to lay flatter. but they’d have to fit on a chain. i do also have some of the slide on rhinestone ones but that’s way too much
this is by far my all time funniest socialist drama and even though the aside where the librarian Big Boy Genius Labor Organizer who makes 3.5x what i make and the librarian Big Boy Library Labor Influencer who makes $10 more than me hourly ganged up cruelly on me for saying that the full timers treat me like poor pitiful pearl was so distressing and heartbreaking i wanted to lay down in the river the rest of it—ruining a man’s life because he was mean to me on my birthday that wasn’t my birthday, conflict likely beginning a month earlier when he rolled his eyes at me for saying emotional labor in a meeting—is honestly the thing that gets me through the week anymore. it’s my enrichment
never speaking to them again plan going poorly. had to send the public librarian juicy info he needed. if he doesn’t accept it with groveling i will go back to ignoring him forever. the other one is making it more difficult because he offered to plan this meeting for higher ed labor i need to have on the books. yes i wanted to have a meeting for higher ed labor and yes he is a higher ed labor organizer i just really thought my energy would make him exclude himself. maybe i should have said “oh like… i meant for people who already won their union :/“ JUST KIDDING. okay but it is about the next two years of contract fights tho….
this feels like somehow the opposite of the nin gary numan i am using for 2000
tiktok really had me thinking i want to try healthy enriched cream simulation salad dressings made of pulverized nuts and shallots and herbs and soforth when what i transparently want every single time on my salad is minimum 70% vinegar
tomorrow i have to work in person and do a bargaining meeting and then lucas and i are doing hot dogs with hillary. tuesday i can work from home but i have bargaining remotely bright and early and then i told matias i could go to a dinner party. wednesday i have a haircut that will be a whole day affair because i'm going to another city on a bus. thursday i have to work in person and i'm trying to do pride hanging out with some comrades. friday i'm going to skip a cookout. saturday i'm taking a teenager to pride. probably i have a rent control meeting in there. when will i have time to go thrift shopping alone for three hours...
also i think this other person likes me and i’m just not interested and i wouldn’t be anyway bc it’s against the rules and i would like to nip it in the bud but unfortunately im acting out and being honestly pretty hot and cool so that i can make this person i hate fall in love with me to ruin his life
i sat across from him looking honestly very i need to be the hottest person in this basement meeting room for some reason (shameful behavior but it’s called for) and i will not look at him. i will not meet his eyes. i will not SPEAK to him. i don’t answer his questions. when he facilitates i address my questions directly to someone who is not him. i’m at war. and yet he eats my levain copycat cookies… he should be expelled for making me mad. and yet i show up