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and i broke my heart with weeping to come back to earth

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aj • he/she • agender boydyke

it doesn't matter how much you tell tumblr that all their silly and bad features don't work and you hate them because they're not for you. they're jingling keys to dangle in front of venture capitalists, the most gullible motherfuckers on earth, so they will keep pouring money into the giant money pit that is this website. this is also why all social media websites add features pretty much

you're not meant to use tumblr live so it doesn't matter that nobody is and everyone hates it. i mean obviously they'd like it if we used tumblr live but ultimately if you understand the incentive structures of social media companies you will recognize that the actual target audience of tumblr live is investors who will hear 'we've added a video livestreaming feature to our site' and think 'oh wow! thats like what tiktok is! and tiktok is growing! better throw another million dollars into this big pit full of fire!'

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...does tiktok make money?

no lol i edited the post just now to remove the implication that it does. tiktok loses money but it's growing which is, in the mind of the venture capitalist, an indicator that one day it will make money

The Conversation about mental health posts goes in waves - from "it's ok to just do nothing for a while" and "self care is lying in bed with a cup of tea" to a hard backlash against that ("those posts were so damaging to me") and posts like "acually self care is cleaning your apartment," and there's lots of reasons for that --

  1. those posts are for different people. the person who believes that there's nothing wrong with them, they just need to keep going, or the person who believes that not washing dishes means there's something unfixably wrong with them needs to hear that that's unsustainable & a break will help, but the person who feels that everything's already ruined so there's no point in doing anything needs to hear that small steps are still steps.
  2. those posts are for the same person at different times, because people need to hear different things at different times in their lives.
  3. when you post on the internet you can't limit a post to only the people it will benefit - like when broad spectrum antibiotics take out beneficial bacteria. and people don't always know which one will help them, so the audience doesn't even self-select. "it's ok if you do nothing" will help some people and hurt others!
  4. honestly the thing is that it's "you can't push yourself all the time, but keeping your space in a state that doesn't cause anxiety or discomfort is probably better for you," but hitting the right balance requires a lot of self-knowledge, which you can't get from a text post on tumblr.

i don't have a good conclusion here - just "nothing in excess," I suppose.

Me talking 2 my yirlfriend: See like 2 years ago it was all about she they everyone is a she they. Now it's like even the tgirls are having a he him arc. Some people have been solid they them or she her for as long as I've known them and are he him right now. Like we are just having a he him moment culturally....

Very sun reddened Florida boy in a salt life snap back standing 10ft away and looking directly at me the entire time I am saying this: o_o

I'm an autistic + cripple Latine lesbian without personal income and I REALLY need to buy meds, new contacts and a few smaller necessities.

My donations have completely stalled (I only have 5 USD in my Paypal account that have been sitting there for weeks, that's too little money to transfer to my bank account considering there's a fee to that transaction) and I've felt bad about possibly making a new donation post for myself since my family and my best friend are in direr need and I'm mainly promoting those, but I literally only have 105 CLP in my bank account rn (0.13 USD).

I ran out of my sleep medication to treat my INSANE insomnia weeks ago. I cannot stress enough how important decent quality sleep is for someone like me who experiences disabling chronic fatigue. One of the meds that helps with my sleep is also the med that treats my tachycardia, and now that I've been off of it for over a week I keep getting so many fucking tachycardia episodes even while laying down. I also want to just go get checked up now that I'm finally registered in public healthcare/FONASA.

I've had to get new contacts since October of last year (mine last me a month, I've been wearing September's pair since then until now that it's June). They're stained in a way I can't clean off without risk of tearing them so everything has a white blur on it and it's drying my eyes so much. I can't go without visual correction as I have the eyesight of a fucking mole.

My butch does work full time but with them being the sole bread-winner and their salary barely being enough for bills, groceries and very small treats here and there, I really don't want to ask them to pay for these things (hence why I still don't have my meds and contacts).

Anything helps!

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dash simulator

thetorturedbodyofgod: having a cute beverage right now

otherbestie: [jermey strong in casuals image] i want him sooooo bad

peterotoolefan: peter o’toole in [gay movie screenshot, subtitles changed amusingly]

borderlinetomwambsgans: shiv is trapped FOREVER #the cycle #sucksession

poeticsofdecay: [five paragraph quote] — david hume #quote #treatise on human nature

bestie: i hope my city council / trenoitalia / the post office explodes

americanfriend: [american joke i don’t understand] (liked)

trans-cicero-enjoyer: [exiled from rome posting] triumvirate-less behaviour

atleastfourfriends: i hope my boobs disappear in the night fr

thebooksofjacob: first base murder, second base necrophilia, third base mutual cannibalism

bestie: obscure finnish metal / ultra famous russian pop music / portuguese techno audio file

mutualinlaw: terrible opinion about trivial matter

belovedbalkanmutual: prekrasna slika kave i ratluka

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obikincastration: [saber fight] they were in love here #fathersonrelationship

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I miss working at the sex store people would really walk up to me and say shit like "I need help making my wife cum" and I'd be like yeah. I know just the thing brother

can someone tag molly

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molly you have to see this one

[gif description: two rapid gifsets of frank iero, as he is signing something. in the first one, someone says “can you say hi to the camera frank?”. in the second, he responds “hi to the camera frank” /end gif description]