loredanmikaelson
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“I hope you’ll have days when you’ll fall in love with being alive.”
— downthesky (via shareaquote)
“You don’t need another human being to make your life complete, but let’s be honest. Having your wounds kissed by someone who doesn’t see them as disasters in your soul, but cracks to put their love into, is the most calming thing in this world.”
— Emery Allen (via perrfectly)
“Commit yourself to yourself. Learn your self-love language. What is it that makes you grow? What is it that makes you heal? What is it that makes you feel okay? Is it having a day alone to yourself? Is it adventure with those you deeply feel close to? Is it your constant need for change? A new haircut perhaps? A new book to submerge yourself into? A new set of clothes to look cute in? Discover what makes that fire within you shine brilliantly. Learn your self-love language. Commit yourself to yourself. You deserve to feel okay with your existence.”
— Juansen Dizon, Self-Love Language
“Progress is a unique thing that everyone carries. It looks different for every person as to what I learned from therapy which is that everyone does things at their own fucking pace. So fuck what society thinks you should do because you’re doing just fine. You’re trying. You’re moving. You’re believing that things will get better eventually through everything that you do. The worst enemy of your growth is comparing yourself to others.”
— Juansen Dizon, Progress
“what do I want from you? your loyalty your patience your affection your moonlit eyes your sunless smile the way my melancholy is soft with your melancholy the way they’re becoming very close friends eating from the same bread drinking from the same cup the smell of your bedroom the feel of you the scent of you the touch of you the way you say my name how it sounds different in your mouth your wild laugh your non-stop kisses the way they silence my doubts the way you wear my love on your skin for all the flowers to see. the way you are beautiful just as you are.”
— Juansen Dizon, Desires
“I don’t talk to the moon that much anymore but sometimes I want to just because I miss the way her laugh sounds when we talk about heartbreak and I want to tell her that summer has passed perhaps my last. she may also laugh again.”
— Juansen Dizon, My Funnest Days Are Behind Me
It was a toxic suffocation from the beginning. But I chose to ignore it. The warning signs were there, blaring words telling me to get out and protect myself before anything happened. But you calmed me. You spoke to the demons that haunted me and chased away the anxiety that plagued my body. You made me so certain that, this undefined relationship we shared was something that had long breached friendship and was simply clambering around for more. Our hugs would soothe me even after the most tumultuous day and you would whisper how nice it felt to be wrapped in familiar arms that felt like home. That statement boggled my mind and made me understand why everything with you was alright. Everything was calm, nothing hurt and I felt like I could take on the world. Except you didn’t feel like home - you were home.
Home without a warning home packed up and left. Moved to the other side of the country and left me to fend for myself, if that was possible. Home took my strength as it found another occupant who publicised their new residence as I watched home from a distance finally feeling like what I’d become. I was homeless but my home was still there but caring for someone else. That when the demons returned. Except these were new and constantly reminded me of the home I had lost. Reminded me of exactly what the perfect tenant should have been like. It was my fault that I no longer had a home and even now the pain still eats away at me as I close my eyes and try to forget the comfort and safety I was provided before I let it slip through my fingers. If I had noticed what was happening I would have help on harder, fought harder to keep that sense of belonging with me.
Source: wnq-writers.com
Sometimes we want what we want even if we know it’s going to kill us.
Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (via books-n-quotes)
Source: booksnquotes.com
Things that say a lot about people:
- the way which they treat the waiter/waitress
- how they feel about the weather
- whether they dog ear pages or highlight in books
- fingernails
- and hands in general
- their preferred creative outlet
- how much they dread/enjoy talking on the phone
- whether or not they drink coffee
- if they ever forget to eat
- how honest they are with themselves (and others)
- if they correct your grammar
- and whether or not they get nervous before haircuts
She loves to tell jokes that she could only understand. She likes to wear a dress and sway around in her heels. Unfortunately, she can’t dance at all, but she’s trying her best to learn. She loves to observe people whenever she’s traveling and make funny stories out of them. It’s her favorite past time so don’t be shocked when she silently giggle out of nowhere.
She loves to cook, but most of the time, it tastes bad. Compliment it through eating them with her. She loves to sing while washing the dishes. Enjoy the moment because you will see her in her most real form.
She loves to listen to stories, stare and smile without any reasons. She loves to play her curly hair and when she randomly push you, don’t get mad at her because she wants to get your attention. Sometimes, she becomes crazy when she saw someone staring at you. She will hold you closer and make them feel you are hers. That’s how she is, accept her.
She loves to wiggle her feet at the bed and tell stories that she experienced throughout her life until she gets tired. She loves to trace spine and put someone’s arms around her because it gives her solace. Your arms will become her home; she will fall in love with the idea of sleep inside of them. Let her. And wait, she snores, and I could tell you, it’s cute.
She has flaws, but it differentiates her from the crowd. It makes her complete. You may not understand her every time but try your best to because she needs you. She’s maybe crazy and weird, but she’s secretly hoping to end up with you.
She’s a unique kind of star, and you could never find someone like her in this world or in another. She may not be perfect, but she’s perfectly fit for you.
She chose you over anyone else.
Love her, be grateful.
E.J. Cenita (via wnq-writers)
Source: wnq-writers.com
serious
My greatest fear is treating someone like a million bucks and caring a great deal about them when I mean nothing to them.
misjudgments (via misjudgments)
Source: misjudgments
Have you ever met someone and grow attached to them and think “it’s gonna hurt real bad when they leave”
I think the most degrading feelings I’ve ever felt was begging someone to stick around on me. It’s a low feeling to be that vulnerable to beg for someone. In those times I realized how foolish it was of me. The ones that love me will find simplicity in never going anywhere. To them I will never be just a choice.
I want a “just checking in” kind of love.
a “baby did you eat today?” kind of love.
a “you’re the first person I told” kind of love.
an “I gotta kiss you before you leave” kind of love
an “I love you” before we say bye kind of love.
an “I noticed that you need this so I got it for you” kind of love.
a “we’re not going to bed til we’ve made up” kind of love.
a wipe my tears away kind of love.
a nonstop joke fest until I smile again kind of love.
a goofy smile when I walk in the room kind of love.
a hold me until my panic attack passes kind of love.
a rub my back after work kind of love.
I just want to feel completely, totally, truly loved.
