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Beautiful Chaos

@relmi-llorrac

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I just wrote over 2,500 words after not writing for a year. Just feels amazing to know that it doesn't matter if what I wrote was any good. Those are words that finally came out and they don't need to be perfect.

And I want this to be your sign that it's okay if you haven't written in a long time. You can always just come back to it.

This is the first time Dean sees Castiels true form and that’s why he does a double take

Yes! And also

I 100 percent agree @omniscientoranges which is why his eyes start looking slightly away from Castiels arms around him and he follows the wings up towards Castiels face 🤗

It's a morning in late October, you wake up to light rain on your window and sip a hot drink in your cosy bed. You dress in your favourite fall outfit and warm boots and head out to the local cafe, where you sit and watch the falling leaves outside.

ways to see life in a softer light ✨

  • jump into puddles when it’s raining
  • draw and paint without needing to be “good” 
  • find a cookie recipe and do your best
  • collect weird rocks, thinking they’re gems
  • fall in love with sunsets, misty mornings, snow and rainbows
  • borrow a big stack of books from the library 
  • be excited for small things, like seeing a butterfly or pretty bird or a cat
  • do ‘embarrassing’ things without a care in the world if it makes you happy
  • go on your own adventures and plan new adventures for the future in a book
  • create detailed life stories of random strangers you see on the train
  • make a wish when an eyelash falls out, when you see a shooting star or ladybug, at 11:11pm, or invent your own superstitions for luck
  • have a rich world of imagination. create a beautiful strange world or thing to go to when you’re sad and need an escape, or just before you fall asleep so you can dream of this world.
  • be kind, gentle, loving and helpful without expecting anything back. make tea and sweet treats for people you love
  • believe in magical creatures, and make ordinary things and people magical in your own way.
  • learn to be alone and enjoy the silence and peace, but also care deeply about others, and make others feel loved and special like they deserve
  • find your signature scent, aesthetic, handwriting, songs, quotes, clothing and colors like you’re a protagonist in a movie
  • learn to smile instinctively at people you make eye contact with. be a person that radiates warmth. be the friend you’ve always needed and wanted
  • see the good side in everything. don’t hold grudges or let small things affect your happiness
  • when you catch yourself dreading something, keep telling yourself “it will be nice”, the worst case scenarios almost never happens
  • make playlists for your moods, your favorite people, places, moments and things you want to experience
  • invent games for mundane things, like raindrops having a race rolling down the window
  • go swimming and pretend to be a mermaid, grow flowers and make jam and apple pies and pretend you’re in a fairytale
  • explore places aimlessly. walk without a purpose so you find nice surprises and places that become special to only you
  • notice beauty in things that you usually don’t pay much attention to

little things to do every day:

  • open your window and feel the air
  • make lists
  • hug someone
  • splash some water on your face
  • spend a few minutes without any screens
  • always have water with you
  • doodle 
  • clean one thing that’s messy/dirty
  • compliment someone
  • be kind to yourself