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But what if Lydia’s “I think I loved him” is not about Stiles… but about Peter?

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Countdown to Season 2: Favorite Male Character

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THIS IS AN ACTUAL QUOTE FROM STEVE BANNON. HIS ROLE MODELS ARE DICK CHENEY AND DARTH VADER. AND SATAN. 

Like no tomorrow (Kai Parker x Reader) 

He could feel the warmth of her body permeating through the lone wooden door that stood between them. She is close by, stubborn to open the door but still close by.

It takes all his strength but he manages to settle a hand on the door where he could hear the sound of her heartbeat gently thrumming through the air. He hated being a vampire but he loved how he could see and feel her in ways he couldn’t before as a human. 

“Go away” Her voice comes out of nowhere. The heretic does not move, moving won’t help especially since his body practically felt like it was turning to dust. He sighs, shuffling a little closer to the door. 

“Don’t you want to hear my explanation?” He asks 

“I told you not to pick a fight with Kol but you did anyway, I don’t need any explanations from you” 

He could easily break open the door, especially since he could feel how vulnerable and brittle the old wood felt under his heightened sense of touch. He could put his hand through the door and whisk it away like cobweb but instead, he finds the leverage to lean his body on it instead. 

“You can’t blame a man for feeling jealous over his girlfriend” 

Suddenly, the girl on the other side of the room could feel her cheeks burn slightly, all the blood rushing up making her shiver slightly at the word ‘girlfriend’ 

“I let you sleep in my bed because you always complain how you get nightmares, that does not make me your girlfriend”

He chuckles now, a little too loud because that little groan he let out was a bit too obvious. Now, he begins to draw little circles on her door, distracting himself from the cold air now making his skin scream for some warmth. 

“Y-you might want to consider that you know…being my girlfriend” He says 

“I hate you” Her voice comes. Oh the feeling was horrible, he never liked that word. Hearing that word made him throw up in his mouth although his body threatened to fail him and cause him to throw up anyway. He forces back the sickness but instead lets out a few dry cough, alerting the girl behind the door. She has her hand on the door knob, but not yet. 

He looks at the color red on his palm with a stunned expression and hastily wipes the blood on his coat. Kai gingerly holds the knob, leaning close. 

“No, No, No…don’t say you hate now” He prays, seeing how finite time was. It was a cruel thing, time “Not after all that we’ve been through” 

“I need to sleep!”

“Oh you wish I was in there y/n…since I make such a great pillow talk buddy” 

“…I’ll let you paint my nails again”  he smirks, blinking away the four blurry versions of her bedroom door.

“Just go, Kai” Her voice, same as the sound of defeat comes as he hangs his head down in utter frustration. He felt like a piece of paper, burning. Dancing and forming into something dark and dead as he slightly claws at the door. 

“Can I sleep next to you tonight?” He almost begs, voice small and vulnerable “…please?” 

Her worry grows. Something was very wrong, his usual perky tone of voice now dawned on this desperate dark vibe to it. It almost sounded as if he was crying or something but she knew the Heretic oh so well, he would never cry. Nothing could make him cry except for the movie ‘The Notebook’ . She toys with the door knob, contemplating on whether she should open it to let him in or not but she knew she had to stand firm. This was the only way that he would learn not to pick a fight with people around him. It was harsh but needed yet also at the same time, she knew that taking one look at him would cause her to cave in and break.

“No, absolutely not” 

“I’ll be real quiet” 

“Kai-”

“Please let me see you, I need to see you…I have to”

“I said no! Now go!” She raises her voice just the slightest, loud enough to cause him to wince at the sound of her venom filled voice. His heart was as broken as his failing body. He scoffs quietly, turning around to walk away but he realizes how his feet was beginning to numb out to the cold. A loud sigh escapes his bloodstained lips. He wasn’t going to make it up the street on his legs…he is going to sleep his way to hell on the cold dark road of mystic falls and it hurt. 

She could hear him take a step behind and quickly she delivers another sentence, persuading him to stay put. 

“I’ll see you tomorrow!”

He stops right there in his tracks, smiling to himself. 

“Tomorrow” He repeats after her sickly, wiping away his nose only to find more blood on his sleeve “What’s-” 

He couldn’t complete what he wanted to say, worse, he couldn’t remember what he wanted to say. He only remembers wanting to see her so bad but his last memory of her were her pair of disappointed eyes looking down at him. He could remember the feelings they inspired within him, how her eyes tossed and turned him inside like a silent swollen turmoil. He lands hard on the wooden floor of her corridor, coughing out much more blood as the cold now begins to escape into his system. He shudders and convulses slightly. 

*Idiot, Idiot, Idiot…You could’ve held yourself up for a little longer* He curses himself over and over inside, watching her door fly open. He could tell, she is horrified from that expression she held. She has the deer in the headlights look as she stared down at the man shivering down on the ground of her foot bedroom door.  

“KAI!” She screams, tending to him right after she remembers that she still had her arms and legs. He was fighting her as she tries to pull him onto his lap but as soon as she flips him over, she is taken aback by the sight of Malachai Parker. 

His skin is as cold as the unforgiving winter outside her window and his usual warm skin now reduced to pale, porcelain looking colour. She could see the thin layer of sweat matting his hair down to his forehead and his trembling body. In contrast to his pale looking skin was the streak of blood running down his chin and nose. He winces in her arms as she pulls him in. He on the other hand midst the pain finds solace in the warmth of her body and desperately grabbles onto her arm as she sobs. 

“Wha- What happened? What’s happening to you?” She chokes

“I’m peachy” He laughs it off 

“NO, YOU ARE NOT” She screams “I thought werewolf venom doesn’t affect you!” 

“This is differ..different magic y/n…I’ve b..been hexed” 

“THEN SIPHON IT AWAY!” She shakes him a little 

“I can’t…i tried but I gotta give credits to the michealsons on this one” He buries his nose into her hair, feeling his bones crackle and break in his body. 

“So what now you’re dying?!” She asks in exasperation, more tears running

“Hey…I made you come out” He smiles.

She ignores the convulsing Heretic and frantically begins to dial for Bonnie Bennette. Kai on the other hand, was too fixated on the shade of her pretty brunette hair how she had these subtle highlights in them which were not so subtle to his eyes. The air leaves him, desperate and constricted but he is overwhelmed anyway by how she was wearing that pair of earrings he got her. She was wearing it…and it made him content. Thank god she opened the door, else he would’ve died thinking she truly did hated him. It was a fate far worse than death for the Heretic. 

“You hold on okay? Bonnie is on the way, she might know something that will help!” Her fingers clutching onto his shirt tight “You hear me Malachai? You are not dying tonight!” 

He feels sorry for the girl, how naive and how gullible to think how he was going to see the morning with her when in fact he only had now. He didn’t have the heart to disagree but instead he gives her a convincing nod. 

“Okay” He coughs other sputter of blood.

“Why didn’t you tell me sooner?…Why” She grabs him 

“I thought you would yell at me…since you know Kol hexed me right after i gave him a right hook to the face” 

“You’re so cold” She grabs both his hand, holding them up to her lips to blow some hot air. 

“Please don’t hate me” He squeezes his eyes shut, clearly feeling one of his lungs shutting down now, arresting his vampire healing abilities to cease.

“I don’t hate you, you idiot. I would never hate you” She chokes 

“You should really consider…being my girlfriend” He groans painfully, more blood escaping his mouth as she holds him down painfully. 

“I’ll  make you a mix tapes…get you chocolates everyday and I hope you’re not allergic to flowers because…you’re going to run out of space from the amount of flowers that i would bring you every…day” 

This sadness that she tasted, tasted a lot like coffee. Bittersweet and warm but it leaves a taste at the back of your mouth. She cradles him endearingly, rocking back and forth. 

“I have…and I want to be” She shivers as he wipes a tear from her eye.

“Is it because I am dying?” “You are not dying”

“You are so pretty” 

She hangs her head now. Everything made sense finally, it all clicked. Why his flirty comments would keep her up at night, why she loved hearing him awkwardly complimenting her. Why, she was in love with him just as he was and she couldn’t bring herself to accept it much sooner. 

“Bonnie is almost here”

“I can’t” He chokes painfully 

“No…No” “There’s not enough ti-”

Once again his mind robs away the words from his lips as his expression crumples up into a painful one. He lets out a guttural groan and thrashes violently, feeling the hex Kol put on him tearing him up to shreds from inside. She cries onto him, praying him to stop but he is somewhere else now, completly given over to the pain. 

Her mind goes blank and she only does one thing to keep him calm. 

She kisses him. 

She didn’t mind the blood or how cold and dry his lips felt. She kissed him until he stopped moving too much. When she pulls away, she witnesses him looking up at her as if she just saved his life. She did and it was glorious.

“Thank…you” He smiles. He wants to tell her nice things. Now her lips were soft or how he was envious of how much of a good kisser she was. Instead, he begins to close his eyes…falling asleep. She attempts to shake him but stops herself. It’s too late, he’s gone somewhere where she couldn’t find him. Instead, she embraces him tight. Releasing soft sobs into his curly locks, holding his cold lifeless hand tight.

The Originals Season 4 First Look.

Finn: “Elijah heal her! Hurry! she’s dying” Elijah: *heals you with his blood* “It’s okay (Y/N), your save now”

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two soldiers in a war where the enemy is made  of all the things about themselves  all the things that might come between them 

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Kol Mikaelson and Kai Parker would’ve been fucking magic together! CAN YALL IMAGINE THE DAMAGE THESE TWO COULD’VE DONE TOGETHER! These two could’ve team together and just fucked with everyone!! WE COULD’VE HAD A DYNAMIC DUO! Goddamnit Julie!

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December, Rain at the Park by Yury Lugansky

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“I loved and lost you”

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Run Back Home (Kai Parker x Reader)

She was the kind of pretty that made his heart hurt and stomach flip. She made his body forget that it even had knees to begin with. Her smile, goodness the rose petal of her lips, curved perfectly as he watched Bonnie do y/n hair. His eyes scavenged her, memorizing y/n by the nanoseconds behind a cloaking spell. After Bonnie leaves the room he finds the opportune moment to reveal himself. Seeing Kai from the mirror, she turns to look at him without looking surprised. She was rather distraught and saddened because he was causing her heart to waver now. This heart she has built her lies on came crumbling at the sight of Malachai Parker in his suit and tie. Both had silent smiles on their faces and he takes the first step into the light.

“You look pretty” He comments, placing a white rose on the dressing table. He reaches out to take her hand and slowly stands her up to have a full view of her wedding gown.

“Although… I think i might have look better than you in this wedding dress” He gives her a short chuckle, letting his ears ring with her golden laugher.

“You wouldn’t stop bullying me would you?” Y/n asks as he only observed her moving lips. It was the perfect red for her perfect skin. Deep down, Kai praised Bonnie for the good work she did with her hair. The little witch with a big heart sure did have good hands and she did such a good job. The very hands that brought him to his knees several times were they very hands that made such a beautiful creation out of y/n. She was already beautiful to begin with. People wanted to be beautiful but to Kai…beautiful wanted to be y/n.

“Oh why not” He smiles looking down at her pretty wedding heels, disappointed a little because she was not bare footed. He always had this weird thing with her feet because on his dead heart where she walked, she brought life. Without a word he gingerly takes her hand, settling it on one of his shoulder as his hand settled on her waist. She smiles back and holds his hand and they began to dance slow dance in the dressing room. Just too fools, still in love and full of denial to admit to themselves.

But it’s too late now. He only had this moment and he had her in his arms before y/n walks out this door to marry Matt Donovan who was eagerly downstairs, memorizing his wedding vows. They spin slowly, eyes connected and the atoms in their space ending small jolts of electricity down their raised skins and tingling spines. Kai smelled deliriously good she thought, he dressed for the occasion. Something about his sad eyes despite his curved lips broke her heart. She loved him still, so very much and she so very much wanted Kai to stop her from making a rash decision by saying yes to Matt’s proposal. She was mad at how he always took her for granted and wanted revenge and now she was going to lose him after all…but this moment went on forever as they slow danced under the dim light of the room.

“Why did you come here?” She finally asks as they sway to the side

“I don’t know…just kind of did” He says

“I’m glad you did” She smiles and rests her head on his chest where she could feel his scruff scratch her forehead slightly. They continued swaying, few more precious moments remaining.

*Say it you idiot…tell her you came here to say that you love her* Kai scolds himself harshly inside but he simply could not. Not while it has gone so far, not while she is already in her pretty wedding dress and dreamy eyes. Love to Kai is a weird weird thing and he never wanted to experience one because he hated how it made people stupid. He hated how people loved being hurt by love until she’s embedded that pain in his unfeeling and uncaring heart. He was addicted to the pain she put in his heart everytime she walked passed him or laughed at his jokes. He was addicted to the pain that was y/n… she was love.

“Don’t say you’re going to miss me now” He says quietly as she squeezed her eyes shut, feeling her heart drop at that statement. She was going to miss him dearly indeed. All the bickering and fights to late night talks and holding gazes across a room full of crowded people. 

“I will” She says 

“You won’t” This time his voice comes out a tad strong as she pulls away to look up at him. A confused smile is plastered across her face at his monotonous cold expression.

“I said that I will” Her voice is thick with slight annoyance

“No…you won’t” He says each words and releases her hand. She stumbles back and eyes him.

“And why wouldn’t I?” She asks back and raises her chest defiantly at his scowl, swallowing nervously. 

It takes moments to decades in his whirlwind of a messy mind to say a words but he finds a second to slip into where he is lost in oblivion at her glistening eyes in his reply.

“Because I am the bad guy…and bad guys don’t get the girl” He steps back

“Kai…” Her voice trails 

“Have a good life y/n” he finally vanishes into the air like nothing. Their little dance was a ghost story now, burning into the walls that just witnessed their secret love.

Kai crashes the last bottle of bourbon he drowned himself on, into the fireplace. He strips himself out of his suit and rips away his tie and tosses it across the couch. Kai sinks into the soft couch which felt like concrete on his back. He stared at the ceiling. He was not new to pain. Infact after trying to kill himself 263 times in the prison world, he knows what any pain would feel like… he’s even decapitated himself before however this how perfect was this pain. It was hurting him with precision and so accurately, like a lion going for a deer’s throat gracefully. It could possibly kill him…and now that he could die without supernaturally being brought back to life…. he eyes the hunting knife in the cabinet.

She’s probably be married by now anyway… with a ring on her forth finger which was not from him. There was no one to live for with this pain in his chest.

*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*

He jumps at the sound of his door being rained with knocks. Anger and frustration creeps into his system as his drunken mind prepares a spell to cause the person who was knocking outside to burst into flame but he wanted to see who it was first because he used to love looking at the dying faces of his victims in the past while he was a psychopath. He hoped he was still the same.

*Phasmatos incen-* He says beneath his voice and flings the door open.

One more moment too late and he could have burned her beautiful face. 

Infront on him she stood at his doorway breathless and flustered from running. He looks down and she is barefooted. Sweat dripping from her temple and Bonnie’s prefect creation a mess but still perfect, her hair. She was still in her wedding dress. Kai goes breathless and notices how she was eyeing his lips as he was eyeing hers. She steps in and he walks back, not daring to touch her because if he was dreaming, he would give anything in the world to not wake up. He parts his mouth to say something but she interrupts him.

“How dare you tell me to have a good life Malachai Parker… What if i don’t want one?” She asks, wiping away a tear and sniffling as he feels bones growing within him, crushing him from inside out. Suddenly she steps up to him, their height difference where he towered over her and where she had to crane her neck all the way to stare into his dilated pupils. The blue in his iris ran a thin blue line in a circle. They stood at a painful distance, close proximity yet so fucking far and the electricity ran deep, jolting the both. She reached to cup his cheek but out of nowhere, Kai grabs her wrists tightly as he drew circles on her hand with his thumb,

“What if the girl wants the bad guy this time” She says it as a statement.

Kai waits a moment, taking it all in before his body works before his mind does. He leans down and kisses her lips sore. Savoring her red lipstick as she smudged it all over his mouth area. Red looked good on them both. His arms crosses her body, lifting her up into the air as he rained more kisses.

“I love you” He says huskily between the heated kisses

“Finally made you say it Malachai” Y/n smiles back

Kai Parker Appreciation Week: • Day 4 – Kai + favorite outfit

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Something Gold (Jake Riley x Reader)

“Let me go” Her voice is thick with sleep and this time Jake could not bring himself to see how her lips were slightly laced with blood. He only held y/n closer, making sure that she was all cozy and warm in his chest. She coughs again, staining the protection suit he was wearing with small balls of blood splattered across his shoulder but Jake does not move, his hands goes steady and firm around her.

“I’m staying” He says, tucking her hair back smiling. He could tell she was trying to flash her teeth but y/n stuck to a lazy smile because it hurt. Infact everywhere hurt.

This was the closest he’s gotten to holding her, probably for the last time. He just wished he wasn’t in his protective biohazard suit because in that moment he wanted nothing more than to feel y/n’s warm skin on his but this is what he’s got and with the time he has left with her, he wanted to make sure she was not feeling alone. She was breathing softly and her body felt like a soft flower and he was a brute man sometimes. Jake was never good with fragile things but with y/n…he treated her like something gold.

“You shouldn’t stay to watch me die…” Y/n looks up at him, tears earnestly fighting their way out. Her left eye loses the battle and tears streams down her pale face as Jake wipes the tear away with a heavy heart. He does not say a word, he only wanted to kiss her. He wanted to rip off the protective helmet and let the virus consume his already dying heart from watching her suffer all day but he couldn’t…because everytime he thought of that he sees Quentin. In his eyes he sees her and that kept him alive.

“Too bad y/n…I made a promise” He smiles as she giggles weakly, her eyes half closing in pain for a moment before she sighs and turns to look at him. Y/n lets her hand run down his shoulder, she spreads her fingers across his chest and beneath the layers of suit, she felt his heart beating and it made her heart swell. He’s so close…so close yet so far but this, the feeling of his heart beating made her content. However for y/n, in the depth of her heart she wanted to know what Jake felt like to hug. She hasn’t hugged a man since her turbulent marriage and divorce…let alone fall in love. Y/n falls in love for the first time in a long time and already death was coming for her like an old friend. 

How madly did she admired his blue eyes which had a green hue to it. Jake’s eyes were beautiful and he was beautiful. She wanted to know how his hair would feel between her fingers and what stories his lips would tell her as they kiss. She wanted to know if Jake Riley always had those freckles scattered across his neck when he was young. She wanted to see what color his eyes would turn everytime the sun sets. Midst admiring Jake, the virus invades her thought, reminding her that pain was more real than he was as she coughs even more red into the pillows and into his white quarantine suit. She whimpered and begins to curl her body inwards as Jake gently puts his leg over hers to keep her from shivering so much and pulls her in closer. 

After the coughing subsides, Jake watches in silent horror at the streak of blood just at the corner of her mouth. She watches her own reflection on the glass of his helmet and immediately wipes it away with her sleeve.

“How do I look?” Y/n asks, her voice now raspy weak. 

“You look beautiful” He says without hesitation. Despite how pale and sickly she looked with her bloodstained lips, y/n was still holding a hue of gold and he was holding back a tear. He had to be a man now, he could not afford to show how this was breaking him too. How watching her slowly slip away from his arms was tossing and turning his heart. Jake Riley knew well that he had to stay strong for her. He had to make sure she was not afraid but he was afraid himself. She giggles at his answer. 

“Sorry to intrude” Cannart’s voice suddenly breaks their holding gazes. She does not bother to turn to look at the man but Jake slowly gets up from the bed, making sure his suit was not caught on something sharp which could expose him to the virus as he walked up to the glass panel.

“I only have a few more hours with my girlfriend so this better be good” Jake’s voice comes out fierce but distraught and defeated still. 

“I think I may have something that might give her more hours” Cannart says holding a syringe containing a blue color vile in it. Jake takes in a sharp breath. He had no time for this, not for another make believe miracle cure. All he wanted was to go lay back down with y/n until her last moments comes.

“How about a life time? Can you guarantee me that?” Jake snaps back, his anger slowly burning like ember but he pulls it together hearing her thick cough. 

“I can’t but this Jake…this might just have a shot” Jake senses a tone of desperation in the doctor’s voice. He quietly turns and walks back to y/n, pulling the covers over her shivering body. She opens her eyes the slightest and searches for him and he appears in her blurry vision. She smiles, revealing her bloodstained teeth now as Jake cups her face between his palms.  She looked so much in pain and he knew that she was. She was vulnerable but strong anyway.’

“Hey..” His voice is soft 

“Hey.” She says, grabbing his wrist for some stability 

“Dr Cannart is going to give you something to help so I’m going to step out for a bit all right?” He asks. She watches him for awhile, his quivering lips and worried eyes and musters another smile for the cop.

“Ok” She coughs. 

“I’ll be right here when you wake up” Jake says and gives her hand one good squeeze before letting go as Cannart steps in with his full body suit, taking Jake’s place.

Soon after the medicine is administered, the effect takes on quickly. Within the first few hours she stops coughing and the blood stops. She is for the first time in an entire week sleeping quite soundly without her face contorting into painful expressions. Jake sits outside her quarantine room, watchful and with hope now glowing more than ever. He puts on a small goofy smile at the way she tossed and turned in her bed comfortably after they changed her sheets and gave her new clothes to wear. 

By the next day Jake wakes up to a beautiful sight of y/n. She looked like herself again, the color which the virus stole from her skin back into place. Her lips were a little chapped but they were no longer deathly pale. Her hair had some colors in them again and though her nose was red, it seemed much much better, like close to a slightly darker shade of pink. He smiles, eyes glistening with tears watching how she was coming back alive. Quentin stands next to Jake and witnesses his mother coming back slowly but surely. He almost lost her and now he could never stop thanking the stars for y/n.

The walls came down as the vaccine begins to spread like wildfire through the cordon. Jake watched in awe as the love of his life stepped out of her confined cage breathing and full of life. It was safe to touch now and how long they’ve awaited this moment. They don’t kiss right away but they take their time, slowly getting used to touching and being touched as their hands wandered on each other’s skin. Y/n rubbed his eyes with both her thumb gently as Jake twisted the ends of her hair between his fingers. They took time and moments and finally they kiss. Painfully slow, all the days melting into one. Finally.

5 years passes like dust and the virus is now nothing but part of a history. Y/n has become Atlanta’s muse, being the first to survive the virus after Thomas with an untreated vaccine. Jake loved returning to the sound of Quentin and her playing in the living room. One day he walks into the house with a huge grin plastered on his face as he watched y/n chase Quentin around the house.

“What is going on in here?” Jake asks with a wide smile, removing his shoes before stepping into the house. Y/n breathlessly throws her arms around his neck and gives him a kiss before turning to look down at the boy with the kind eyes.

“Mummy and I were playing a game” Quentin smiles

“And I am already beat” She sighs with a laughter as Jake’s arms snakes around her waist.

“Already?” Jake looks at y/n with a shocked expression watching her playful smile form

“That’s why I need a little brother now!, Mom’s getting boring” He says with a mischievous smile. Y/n and Jake go very silent at what he just said and both look at each other with small smiles on their faces. His eyes were excited, the thought of having another child made him happier than anything and her’s were simply thankful.

“So Quentin wants a little brother huh?” Jake asks, never taking his eyes off of y/n with the smile growing on his face. 

She only gleams at Jake Riley, forever falling in love with his face. In the depth of her heart she wanted it as well, another child and this time to have Jake by her side as she would give birth to their second child. She loved it. She loved it so much because there was one point in her life where this version of her life could not have existed. 

Fun (Kai Parker x Reader)

Warning: Angst, blood, gore

“Kai” Her voice is slightly laced with traces of shock but her eyes still seemed to be cold and unmoving. Not her fault, she did not expect him to be sitting on her living room couch that day. The warlock smiles at her only, getting up from the couch.

“Got word that you turned your humanity off” He dives straight with a smirk “Didn’t think you had it in you y/n”  

“Let me guess, you came here to get me to turn my humanity back on?” Y/n lips were a straight line, pursed. 

He does not reply her, Infact Kai takes a sip of bourbon and walks around her very slowly, inhaling the delicious scent of human blood which came from her from her recent kill. He sees how darkness embodied her nicely from the way she wore that black skin dress which only reached down to her things, revealing her long slender flawless legs which shone against the dancing flames of the fire place. 

“Clever girl” Kai, finally says and toys with one of his rings and he takes a sharp breath and turns to look at y/n. That same god damned poker face was ticking him off but he knew that for this to work, he had to keep his cool. A wide smile spreads across her face. 

Suddenly the wind swooshes behind him and he expected pain, except he feels one of her hand gently resting on his back. The warlock turns and eyes the lady with questioning eyes watching amber burning in her eyes. 

“Why so noble all of a sudden Kai?” Her finger tracing the line of his collarbone while his breathing comes out slightly forced. She was breathtakingly pretty, sexy and quirky all at the same time. Space and time confined in his vessel at the sight of her biting her lip. The fire was making her face glow and this look in her eyes made his knees weak. 

“Because, I just so happened to like the version of you not munching on people every hour” He croons. Her expression grows frustrated as her eyes seemed to be far away, she was thinking.

“She was boring” Her hand toys with the first button of his shirt and all of a sudden Kai is being pushed against the wall and he opens his eyes to her face just inches away from her face. Her face was angelic but what she was doing was devilishly good. Kai had a thing for rough girls.

“She was a prude” Her lips brushes against his ear the slightest and it sends him on a high. Kai was struggling himself to understand these heightened emotions he’s been feeling since he turned into a Heretic. These feelings came with force and it took him so long to control them and she was doing all the right thing by magnifying his emotions once again. 

“Y/n” His voice trails while watching her devious smile widen.

“Me?… I am fun” Her hand flies up and just like she rips off the top half of her dress with a seductive smirk and his eyes, like on autopilot begins to take in her beautiful body.

“Oh my god” Kai exclaims and eyes her black lacy bra and swallows slowly feeling these strange hunger pangs in his stomach. He tries to look away but  she was tempting him to break out of this new good guy persona he’s adopted recently after the Merge and it was hard to keep that up when she looked so appetizingly good standing in front of him in her bra. She had this bold make up and red lipstick and her hair ruffled slightly that shone bright lemon and honey hung effortlessly over her shoulders with the loose curls resting on her cleavage and it gets so very hard for him to breathe when she walks up, giving enough space between them so that their bodies would still touch whenever they inhaled. Because of this Kai holds his breath. 

“I really feel like I shouldn’t be looking” He says while looking down at her bra and she tilts his head up so that he could see her eyes.

“I don’t care remember?” She smirks “That should be pretty convenient for you” 

“Y/n stop”

“You can finally have what you want Kai…Me” She winks and he immediately escapes her and walks around.

“You are not in your right mind with your humanity turned off” He blinks, looking down at the wooden planked floor. 

“Kai look at me” She croons at him sweetly, taking his chin

“No stings attached” She blinks and he feels his entire body glow with this sudden want. This human aching desire at the sight of her plump red lips and sharp smoky eyes and the scent of her body wash. She undoes one of his button to have a better view of his neck as Kai’s breath hitches. 

How was this possible? It was strange to see her act so dominantly. She is dangerously too close for comfort. Her breathing is soft and inviting him gently. The Heretic swallows nervous at the feel of her hand as she popped another button off his shirt.

“Your heart is beating really fast” Y/n says agains his neck, inhaling his scent which was full of bland tasting hospital blood. Kai inhales her in an the exquisite scent of human which ran in her system from her recent kill sends him on a high. Absentmindedly Kai lets his hunger pangs take over as she watched in awe at his darkening and crackling eyes. 

“You want me” Her lips just a breath away from his 

“I want you” He breaks and finally says and their lips collide. They move around like electricity around the house. Moved too fast, breaking the shelves and table legs from rough handling. She pulled his hair making him desperate for more. All his guilty conscious goes wrong and his morals bends at they way she moved with him. He kept kissing her over and over, feeling her nails scratch her mercilessly turning him on and high. His magic lashes out causing the bulbs to explode and setting the plants on fire. This was what he wanted, he wanted y/n like a greedy man. 

She pushes him into the couch with a dark giggle and he with a smug reaches out and grabs her by the waist, seating her down on his lap comfortably while their lips locked and told silent stories. She was intoxicating, her darkness was succulent and so very addictive. 

While kissing her, his mind goes back to a time when she was first prettiest thing he saw in a long time. Her bare face, nude slightly chapped lips, bright topaz eyes and her long untouched lashes. And her smile, not broken but empowering. Her hair a mess but still a good look for a girl like y/n. His heart yearns for her and instead. She was the one he truly wanted. Kai wakes up to a disappointing sight of the same beautiful girl but to a girl who was not really there with him now. Just her body. He pulls away immediately and swallows every kind of desire leaving just like that. She pulls him but he pushes her off and gets up. 

“You said you wanted me” Her voice is annoyed 

“You don’t understand do you! I want you…not this you” He turns and shoots back earning a glare from y/n.

“You must be a foolish man to retreat from an opportunity like this…just when both of us are going to get what we want” She smirks and walks forward

“WHAT YOU WANT” Kai bellows and she jumps slightly. Anger stirs in her. 

“You want to feel again but you’re a scared little chicken y/n” He says. She simply raises one finger.

“Don’t piss me off now” Her smile is dangerous 

“This is just a temporary fix for you to escape your very bored mind isn’t it?” He asks

“You think I am in misery?”

“You ARE in misery”

“I am more alive than ever”

“You are denying life”

Suddenly Kai is shoved back against the wall and spurts out blood the moment she plunges her hand into his chest. She grabs his beating heart in his hand and stares into his eyes. 

“Say what you want to say after I rip your heart out” She says and with one quick yank, his heart is out of his chest.  His eyes were white with horror as he gurgles and falls to his knees infront of her. Coughing up a fountain of blood before Malachai dies at her feet. 

For moment she does not understand why she was not feeling ecstasy and that high in her body she would feel after killing her victims. Y/n looks at the bloody heart in her hand and swallows for a moment and her vision clouds looking back down at Kai who laid lifelessly at her feet without a heart in his chest. 

She feels her body go cold. So cold and her fingers looses grip, causing Kai’s heart to fall onto the pool of blood which was around him. 

“Kai?” She whispers, getting down on her knees turning him over to see his face.

At the sight of his pale face, her body is sentenced to face the wrath of her emotions breaking the door. 

“Oh my god…” She covers her mouth in horror. He was dead. 

Dead. 

“KAI?! OH GOD KAI??? WAKE UP!” She grabs the lifeless body by it’s collar and yank him but Kai’s eyes were still shut. His skin grey from desiccation and death. 

The switch is flipped as she screams at the top of her voice holding a dead Kai Parker in her lap. She suddenly remembers every single emotions she’s every felt for him and every single wrong she’s ever done with her humanity off. That waitress she killed, that girl at the subway and now Kai. 

“Oh god…what have I done” Tears leave from her eyes, as she shook like a leaf feeling nothing but regret for allowing herself to turn off her humanity switch. Everything begins to blur as her humanity ruthlessly sends her into a heartbreaking turmoil. 

“Hey, Hey, It’s okay” Kai’s voice echoes and she opens her eyes to once again see his alive and breathing self. She looks back down the ground and sees how the floor was clear of blood. His heart was not in her hand instead it was in his chest where it was supposed to be. Her dress was still intact and she could not make sense of what happened. How on EARTH was he alive when she just ripped his heart out of his chest and watch him die at her feet on a pool of blood. 

“KAI?! How- How are you… oh my goodness” She cries and cups Kai’s face

“Had to make you believe you did something you can’t forgive yourself for to bring you back y/n…I’m so sorry” He says and strokes her hair, carefully helping her up to stand with him. 

“Wha-” She trails and it hits her.

It was all a vision and Kai’s stupid illusion spell. She did not really rip his heart out, it was all a vision the Warlock planted in her blurry head to make her believe that no amount of uncaring could help her cope. So he made her worst night come alive in the worst way. 

“I HATE YOU!” She screams, punching is chest while Kai tried to envelop her into a hug. 

“I know, I’m sorry. I had to do something to get you to turn your humanity switch back on!” Kai grabs her flying hands. 

“It hurts….I don’t want this” She screams into his chest as his loving hands hugs her completely now.

“I’m here….I love you. You let it out. You hurt. I’m staying” He sighs in relief as she continues to cry. It hurt to watch her cry but she was crying because she was once again the girl he used to love.

Kai Parker😍😍🔥