3 Months later..

Theres so many things I won't forget no matter how bad I want to, but just let me begin with this... I am happy for the true love you gave me and for how you stayed after the hell I put you through.... I think about you everyday not us being together again but all the things that went wrong, that led to this. But then I think about all the great things we did my first hotel room with you... my birthday dinner you took me out on.. the fact that I can't even go to North Phsc campus because of all the time we spent there. You were the first guy to ever show me forgiveness and true love I will miss making love and seeing you on our best days.. But I won't miss the way you treated me, all the things you told me how you wanted other girls but would hide it from me. I won't ever want you back like I did with my other ex but I hope when we cross paths again you and I put the past behind us because we have so many reasons to hate eachother but when you needed me and I needed you we were there thats something noone else will ever have from me but you. I'm so fucking sorry I left but you even said it I was ruining your life and now I made a promise you won't hear from me again I will keep that to my grave. I won't forever love you but I wont forget the memories. Goodbye A.👌