Sometimes, I cry so hard I can feel it in my ribs. / I feel like the real me is backed into a corner inside me
— Ama Asantewa Diaka, from "Saturday Evening WhatsApp Message," Woman, Eat Me Whole
it's amazing how ordinary objects can become so significant to only the owner
The Spirit OF So
Back in 450 bc ,there used to be a man by the name of Sonej . Sonej was from a country named Asmarath located in east Europe and the king of that country was named Adan . Sonej was different than the other people . In fact some believed he was blessed from the higher realms . He used to be able to become invisible and read peoples’ mind without a problem . He was an extremely powerful psychic . He was able to help people with their decisions in life and guide them to success . Predicting future events was one of his favorites things to do . He wanted to bring peace in this world with his abilities . He wanted to bring justice and expose those who harmed others . But that was putting in danger the ones who controlled societies back then . It didn’t take long for Sonej to become extremely popular back then . Everyone knew about him. People loved him but some hated him . Because they knew that he could know, at any time, about their sins . Many people got exposed , many people were punished with a death sentence , many criminals were thrown away and that scared the elites , the ones who control this world . One night all the elites gathered up , and they started planning their way of killing Sonej . After hours of talking and planning , they decided on how they are going to set him up . Days went by , Sonej was bringing more and more justice and peace to this world , and then he finally meets her . He met a girl that instantly fell in love with . They both got along so fast . Everything felt more magical with her . Sonej became much more happier and felt so much love within him . Her name was Sena . She was the daughter of the King Adan who had control of the county Asmarath. King Adan seemed innocent in the public , but behind the scenes he was a monster . So many innocent people were sacrificed because of him . So many criminals were free because of him . And he was aware of it . And happy about it because they did his dirty work for him . He knew though that Sonej would eventually find out about him and expose him so he wanted him gone . He was so souless that he agreed with the elites to sacrifice his daughter for his safety . The elites provided Adan with a witch who was going to cast a suicide spell on Sena . Sena would invite Sonej to her room and then she would grab a sharp object from her room and cut her neck in front of him while falling to his arms . Sonej would be then be accused of murder .King Adan encouraged Sena to invite him one night on their palace to meet him . Sena invited Sonej to their palace , Sonej accepted the invitation gladly , he was so happy to meet her parents finally . When he arrived at the palace, Sena greeted him and she took him to her room . Told him that her parents will be back soon to meet him . The witch was aware of when he entered the room as she pretended to be a servant of the house . She watched them both enter the room and then she ran into the king’s room where she started casting the spell . Sonej and Sena started kissing and all of a sudden Sena grabs a sharp green crystal from her desk and cuts her neck in front of Sonej eyes . Sonej remained speechless as he watches everything go down . He couldn’t believe it . He just didn’t know what to do. Sena passed away , and then her father came back in a rush after informed by the witch and he pretended to be surprised and heartbroken . Sonej looked the father in the eyes and instantly understood what was going on … but he couldn’t say anything … He accused Sonej of murder and of course because he was the king, people didn’t doubt him , especially those who had commited terrible sins and were free because of him . Sonej a week later was sentenced to death . He accepted his fate … his heart broke into pieces … He was completely numbed . Before he died he said ’ After i die , i wil forever watch over the innocents and always make the criminals mysteriously die in this country , i will haunt everyone who sinned . You didn’t bring an end to this . In fact , we are just getting started … ’ And as the days went by , criminals would be found dead with a wide cut on their neck and King Adan was later on found hanging from the top of his palace and his eyes rolled out . Asmarath was later on abandoned , because no matter how simple the sin was , it would lead you to a painful suicide . The spirit of Sonej never left and it still haunts this town . Asmarath is considered to be a small part of the east Hungary .
and I don't know why but with you I'd dance, in a storm in my best dress fearless
Winter is here
I could taste it's coldness
You left me snowbound
As I got wrapped in furies of anguish and agony
The forest;
Now a labyrinth of snow and ice
Lost in a haze, I keep walking
Snow flakes falling
Falling on my open wounds
Wounds that you left unhealed
Deep through the thicket
Demeter calls me
She says, "Oh come grieve with me
For I've been grieving too"
I miss him.
When the sun rises high in the sky
or during the hours where only the darkness surrounds me;
I miss him.
I miss his touch,
and his smell.
The way his voice sounds
when he calls my name while he pulls me close.
I miss the way he makes me feel.
The way his lips feel pressed against mine.
I miss him
I have denied every single impulse I have ever had for that woman. Out of some misbegotten respect for intentions that you don’t even have. I’m warning you. I’ve forgiven you. I have stood by you. I’ve forsaken every single one of my desires in the name of your ridiculous redemption. No more. If I want something I’ll take it. And nothing will stand in my way. Elijah Mikaelson in The Originals (2013–2018)
"Before I die, I want to be somebody’s favorite hiding place, the place they can put everything they know they need to survive, every secret, every solitude, every nervous prayer, and be absolutely certain I will keep it safe. I will keep it safe."
– Andrea Gibson
“do I really have to chart the constellations in his eyes?” and “ocean blue eyes looking in mine, I feel like I might sink and drown and die” together in one night?? I’m actually sobbing
SHE IS THE MASTERMIND!
hp meme: {1/7} relationships → Harry and Hermione (Harmony)
“Well I noticed you’ve spent a great deal of time with Miss Granger.”
And all your lies lead you to misery
Now you are alone
Wondering where did the time go ?
Unable to find love
Cause people can sense your inner world
You once broke someone's heart
That person showed you true love
But you threw everything away
Causing them so much pain
Now it's too late
Karma is coming for you
You can't escape
"Karma is my boyfriend Karma is a god
Karma is the breeze in my hair on the weekend"🤗
> What brings you joy? 💌
- whenever someone notices hidden details about me, specially if I didn't notice it first
- there's nothing that makes me happier than my books and stuffed animals <3
- The smell of rain.
- Getting the best table in a cafe.
- Getting to use that esoteric knowledge.
- A comfortable silence between you and a loved one.
- Your favorite song turned up loud.
- Sunsets and the smell of the ocean and the sound of the waves crashing
- I love when we stretch, especially in the mornings, it’s so cute.
- I love how we leave flowers for loved ones. Flowers are nature’s beauty and I think it’s a really sweet gesture
- I Like how we journal. Like, we just write whatever we want just for ourselves to see.
- I like the idea of a chair. It’s just like a piece of elevated ground for us to sit on.
- I love mountains overlooking oceans or massive bodies of water.
- I love putting Vaseline on my lips because they feel soft after.
- I really really love books. I won’t go into it because so many already have.
- I love photography and sculptures. Wowow, I looovee sculptures.
- Starting a new notebook
- Pens with *that* glide. Pen snobs know
- Random acts of kindness
- Seeing people achieve a goal - big or small, just seeing their face when they realise they did it
- Light reflected on water - Moonlight, city lights, doesn’t matter
- When someone *really* enjoys something I cooked/baked for them.
- Feeling the sun on the back of my neck
- The smell of fresh laundry… Oh! Fresh bed sheets
- The way new books smell
- One time, I had a really Really sweet raspberry. Like, this raspberry was probably the best thing I’ve ever had so far in my years of living. It was a cathartic experience, eating that raspberry.
- watching my cat yawn (it’s adorable)
- I love writing cursive t’s and I’s and I love when people say “crossing ts and dotting i’s”
- i think jack o lanterns look cheerful
- I really like the taste and texture of mushrooms (:
- the sound of waves
- i absolutely adore clementines (: i eat them till i get sick
- I love eye contact. It makes me feel really human in a way I can’t describe. It makes me feel smiley and warm inside
- I love looking at the moon or a cloud and thinking someone else is looking at the same thing I am right now while being so far away.
- I love it when people make food for people, or just randomly bring over food, it’s such a cute way of caring.
- I love when you look at someone and they look at you back and you’re just kinda squinting or raising your eye brows or smiling at each other.
- I love when people do something cute or embarrassingly cute and you’re the only one that sees it
- The warm sun on your skin after being in a cold building. Dancing. Storytelling. Iced coffee. Sunflowers. Thinking about Jesus. Poems that reach into your brain and pull your heart out. Mismatched teacups. Laughing until you cry. Texts from friends you haven’t heard from in a while. Notes in books from past owners. Summertime. Ballets. Dogs.
- I love the feeling of sun on my skin
- Your blog makes me happy
- Watching rain turn to snow makes me happy
- The smell of espresso makes me happy.
- I love when people out of nowhere start whispering.
- This one is kinda weird but I love when people have physical reactions like flinching ever so slightly or moving out of the way.
- I love dough. And I love when I’m making dough I think back to people from many many years ago and I think about if they loved the soft, squishy feeling of dough as much as I do.
- when my cat snores
- when someone tries to hide a smile but can’t help it
- when the air smells different in spring
- when I close my eyes with the window down in the car and let the breeze and sun hit my face while a good song plays on the radio
- when the light changes in my bedroom as day turns to night
- daydreaming
- writing
- Had this thought while showering but I love our skin. And I love the fact that there is probably a horse with an almost exact skin colour as myself and everyone
- lifes kinda crappy but i make bread from scratch and give it to people i love. and im always looking forward to the next time i can take a walk in nature.
- Writing on my journal snuggling my cozy blanket
- Playing Sudoku on my phone with EDM on the background
- Hugging one of my six cats, or the six of them!!!
- “Seriously, Hun, I've been spending the last 8 months of my life asking to myself this question, because I realized I knew what I dislike, hate or feel uncomfortable... But I wasn't that suuure about what my "happiness" is. Now I feel like happiness is the choice I make that give me either freedom, inner peace or a spark of joy... So I see happiness in almost every decision I make through the day”
- sunsets at the beach. The salt in the air. The sound of seagulls and the stars
- the moon makes me really happy
- The pitter patter of rain against my window
- Freshly baked bread
THIS JUST MADE MY DAY!!🥰
It was the Miss Mystic Falls pageant. Stefan was supposed to be my escort but he bailed on me. Damon stepped in. He saved me from being embarrassed in front of everyone. He took my arm and led me out with the rest of the girls and all their dates and we danced. I remember that was the first time I felt it. Felt what? How sexy he was. I’d never… let myself notice until then. I mean, obviously I knew that he was attractive, but I didn’t wanna see him that way. The Vampire Diaries 6.07 ‘Do You Remember the First Time?’ / 1.19 ‘Miss Mystic Falls’