First time I write something here and it’s not for a good reason. I’ve got some shocking news last month. I’ve got a benign tumour that needs to be taken out. Problem is it is near the brain, so you’ve got to operate in a vary sensitive area of the body and if something goes wrong, we’ll the damage is considerable. And if everything goes well there’s no guarantee that things will go back the way they were before.
So how do you face something like that? How do you manage to go through the day with a smile without worrying about the what ifs? Especially when from nothing in record time the put you through exam after exam, like it’s something urgent that you have to do as soon as humanly possible but at the same time they tell you to stay calm because it is serious , yes, but not dangerous. And yet you have more exams in one week than you had your entire life too that moment.
I’m ok the verge of something because after all of this something will change but I don’t know how and that scares me.
