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Random Nothingness

@randomnothingness55

Depressed | Anxious | High | Pansexual | She/Her

I don't deserve to be loved. I can't remember what I've done but it's not worthy of me being treated with kindness. I need to be treated like dirt in order for me to feel alright with myself. tell me you hate me, I need you to. I don't deserve for you to speak with me as if I were your friend. I don't deserve anything.

I don’t wanna get out of bed. I don’t wanna eat. I don’t wanna go to work. I don’t want to go anywhere. I just wanna fall asleep and never wake up.

I’m so fucking stupid. I shouldn’t even be allowed to talk. Nothing I say is right. I’ll always be in the wrong.