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Anyone else ever mentally calculate the calories other people eat so they feel better about their own restrictive nature?
I cook all the meals in my house and I always serve everyone more than myself.
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"if you are fully aware of yourself, why do you keep acting like that?" babe slapping self awareness on top of bpd only grants the ability to watch yourself self-destruct straight from the vip section thats all it does literally
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Me every single week
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i’m either just going to be numb or have extreme mood swings for the rest of my life i guess
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“the intrusive thoughts won” “that’s psychotic” “i’m so delusional haha” “narcissistic abuse” “the weather is so bipolar” SHUT UP!!!!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!
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“Suddenly, you realize you’ll never have the good relationship you wanted, and as long as they were alive, even though you’d never admit it, part of you, the stupidest goddamn part of you, was still holding on to that chance. And you didn’t even realize it until that chance went away.”
— Bojack Horseman, S5:E6 - Free Churro
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yeaa i know they’re not healthy but they keep me afloat so whatever
my mom made me promise not to cut myself again cuz im not keeping her happy
idk where she finds the audacity
i wonder how long the lie will last
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it seems impossible
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me to my reflexion in the mirror
the psychiatrist is testing me for mania now
I might have adhd
and I might need an iep
im having an identity crisis
im fucked up not because of the adhd possibility just in general
I can't I hate this im so scared all the time I keep fuck
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I'm actually happy people don't notice that I'm not okay, but at the same time I'm upset that they don't know me enough to realize
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heartbluerthanmyballs
When the person you thought hates you (based off of one single small interaction) doesn't actually hate you and you can be normal about them again
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I’m never opening up to anybody again. It all just gets thrown back in my face.
no fr it keeps fucking failing i cant
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I wish I killed myself at 15
meeting with a psychiatrist thursday and just finished filling out the questionnaire and omg i cant i wanna die it was so bad and intrusive and i keep overthinking it and i’m scared i’m lying and i cant and fuck
my sister doesn’t understand self destructive behavior which it makes so fucking hard to talk to her. the sick thing is i keep like nudging her into talking abt it even tho it makes me spiral
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i genuinely do not have it in me to claw my way out from rock bottom right now. this can’t happen anymore, it can’t get worse than this. i can’t take it, i’m just not strong enough