I'll miss you the most every time I remember your face, your voice and every little details that I watch like a movie clip in my head. When it's the most pure and memorable memory that i dearly hold. Not with my father nor my mother nor my lover. Thatha my dear grandpa. I miss you today again, maybe more than usual I didn't know it's already been a year since you left. I could never unsee you like that. My heart was heavy I didn't remember why, but when I was reminded of your death, it breaks me down. Someone who brought joy in my life is no more. You were hardworking pure sould made of gold. You did what was needed and you did it damn well. I miss you so much that I don't look forward to coming home no more because you aint there. I miss being around you, making you laugh hearing your poems and fight for your chair. I miss your excitement when you see your favorite food on the table. I miss your positive attitude to life. There were so many things to learn from you and i really wish i had all the time and conversations with you. Why would have to leave so soon. I just want to be there with you for one more day and do all the things that bring you joy. I miss you thatha. A lot. I hope someday I will make you proud.
Love you.
