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Raef A. Aldrich

@raefypoo99

“And one day you will be standing in front of the ocean and you will think of her. When the horizon meets the water you’ll see her eyes so deep blue and dreamy. The sounds of the waves always coming back at the shore will make you remember of the way she would always come back at you and forget all of your mistakes. And it will hit you because you let her go. You hurt someone who loved you with all of her soul and you are never getting her back. You lost her without realizing it. Everything will remind you of her.”
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“If you love someone, you never seek to break them. Love mends, forgives, restores, protects, encourages, supports, inspires, and comforts.”

— Mysterious Traveler

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But for her the drawbridge opens without a thought.

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He had this switch

he could turn on and off

one moment he would be

looking at me like I was

the best thing in his life

and the next

it was like he was looking

right through me

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“I think about you without thinking - like you’re deeper inside me than a thought.”

— she says that the world seems a little colder when i don’t remember my way home. a thousand ways to die, a thousand ways to live. my heart doesn’t feel right sometimes, but i’m still here trying to smile. i can’t control everything that comes in and out of my life, but i can make it a habit to react accordingly. writing poetry down your eyelids, a slide down your stream of clarity. sometimes i feel like i’m sick of myself and it’s kinda hard to breathe. my mother asks about my sighs, but it’s nothing. i can handle it, a deep breath is just my way of telling you that it’s being managed. emotional turmoil, mental detours— my body is cleansing itself of my negativity, i’m trying to love myself more. why are you so good to me? she tells me that i am forgiven like there was nothing to ever be mad about, like there was only ever more to love— forever and always like an echo that doesn’t end, a vibe that makes me too tender to understand you. i scraped my knees chasing after you, i broke my heart trying to forget you. words left inside of my head, i can’t write fast enough. sometimes i don’t feel like myself, where did i leave myself? she says that silence looks pretty under these circumstances like a twinkling star that forgets about its very own shine way past 6 am and it’s rising close enough to my skin, the existence of your flaws don’t mean a thing to me. she says that she doesn’t hate me, darling, there’s only more to love. and that? that will always be enough for me.

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“Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me years to understand that this too, was a gift.”

— Mary Oliver (via amortizing)

Source: amortizing
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A group of children broke into a radio station in Western Australia’s remote Kimberley region and put themselves live on air for an impromptu late-night show full of swearing.
The first police knew of it was a phone call from a listener, concerned at swear words being broadcast.
Station manager Angie Stahl says she had previously given the children lessons in community radio, and they worked out how to make the studio go live.
“But unfortunately their show mainly involved swearing, which was a bit punk, a bit avant-garde, but also breaches the broadcasting laws, and our codes of practice.
“So the cops got a call from an outlaying station ringing up to say, ‘I think you’ve got some kids on the radio, they’re busy swearing, you’d better go bust them’.”
Ms Stahl said the children appear to have entered through a window in her house, which adjoins the studios.
While in the house they ate some chicken nuggets and dyed their hair.
Not long after going on-air with their expletive-ridden jokes, police officers arrived to put a stop to the radio broadcast.
Ms Stahl said the children may have a future in broadcasting.
“They’d come in a couple of times before to do a couple of shows and programs, so I’d taught them the basics,” she said.
“So it’s good to see the knowledge was used correctly.”
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“While in the house they ate some chicken nuggets and dyed their hair”

“A bit punk”

Amazing.

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But even though I’m broken due to my own choices and mistakes, I’ll still be here for you like you were for me as I broke you into pieces.

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Considering that a program should be developed around a person’s biology, age, goals, diet, free time, etc, there’s a lot of factors I can’t get in through email that would allow me to tailor a program specific to you.