i like those odds

what am i smiling at ? the made up scenarios of course

Halsin

Fictional men who have the "it's ok to murder but it's never ok to disrespect your wife" energy >>>>

So I found out a few months ago that wanting to ‘not exist’ or wishing you could ‘just sleep forever’ is also considered suicidal (specifically suicidal idealization). It shocked me cause I used to think that way when I was younger but had previously thought that being suicidal meant explicitly wanting to die.. but it actually involves wanting to not live too.

I think its an important thing to note cause it might allow someone to realize the severity of their condition earlier.

This was the funniest thing to me. Because I was talking to a counselor, and they were like “Are you suicidal?”

“No not really. But sometimes I don’t want to exist though”

“You do know that’s suicidal ideation?”

“…what?”

I wish I kind of knew before. Like honestly, we know so little about mental health.

Same goes for wanting to run away, I had this urge for the longest time, to just leave, I thought it was because I was looking for thrill or something but after a few dozen times of googling “why do I want to run away so badly?” And “is it normal to want to run away?” I found out that that’s also a symptom of depression and suicidal idealization, obviously not as strong but definetly also a part that’s not talked about a lot

Hey, this goes for the “I just wish time would stop for a while.” too.

A rare form, but those who desire the entire world enter a stasis-like state so they can have the time and escape they need is still a part of the desire to escape at any cost.

There are many forms of suicidal idealization, not all involve active, or even passive suicide.

If you spend a lot of time thinking of ways to escape, possible or impossible, consider speaking to a good therapist whom you connect with.

making up characters is so fun because you can be like “this is johnson he came from my mind” and all your friends will go “yippe!!! horray!!! we love johnson!!!”

very unfortunate but hilarious side effect of calling the example oc johnson in this post is now people are saying this in the tags

* did not include desire demons cos I was pretty sure they would sweep because they are far too popular and also I make the rules

there's just nothing that beats being at home. the world will try to convince me i should be doing more and it's like yeah but im at home

i wake up and i am immediately thinking about those characters. i eat breakfast and i am thinking about those characters. i do chores and i am thinking about those characters. i do any work, i study, i walk the dogs, and i am thinking about those characters. i go to bed and i am thinkign

RED DEAD REDEMPTION 2 (2018) Dev. Rockstar Games

Did you guys know that the most recent version of sharks have fins that are kinda leg like and they like to walk up onto land?

no way i must have missed an update!

The Epaulette shark is only about 9 million years old as a species, making it the most recent branch in the shark family. And it is slowly but surely evolving into a land animal

You know what to do boys

i feel like this

Wait, I have something to give you!

[The heebie jeebies has been added to your inventory]

Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse (2023) - Miguel O'Hara Power Feature

pls reblog to break containment and get a larger sample size

i love being in bed like yea everything is terrible but at least i’m in bed

Uncharted 4 - Nathan Drake’s outfits on the gameplay !