Every once in a while I get possessed by the smell of bleeding and texture of exposed meat and have to come back here and scroll through all of your art for a bit . Thanks for that
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Are you alright?
made it through finals and graduated and all that so as alright as i can be 🎉🎉🎉
Very excited for more parasitism work as there is something healing about it for me as someone who grew up feeling like a parasite to a mother who clearly didn't want me
hehe hoping to post a big parasite drawing by the end of the year :^] been trying to get it done since 2021 and have never finished it so we'll see
hey man i dunno if you're into musicals but i know youre into faggots and Saw so im gonna leave these pics from the unauthorized saw parody musical here ❤ gay people keep winning
literally my two favorite things so true so real.......... love when they make out in that big dirty bathroom #gaypeopleforever #doomedyaoi #filthythings
"Her hands propped at the edges of the hole, Blossom pinched the thick green velvet of curtains that seemingly draped downward forever, billowing as if a breeze were coming from below, and carefully leaned forward. The fluid gurgled again, beginning to overflow from the wound, sinking her fingers, then forearms into its sticky viscosity, pulling her in; all the while, his words, from destruction, always comes some sort of creation, reverberated through her as if it were the trees—leaned forward and watching intently—chanting them. And once it had swallowed her whole, the candy apple of the motel sign flickered on with a soft hum and crackle of its electricity. Its vibrancy pooling against the cracks in the dirt, keeping back the darkness only by the swirl of its static, until the pressure of the shadows would become too great and shatter through the fluorescent and CRT screen. Leaving black gunk to spray and pump from multicolored wires, to contaminate the soil with visions of technicolor."
Hey man I like your username because even though I pronounce it “kwezify” it looks like “queasyfy” and I feel like queasy fits your whole vibe. Not tryna hate though, I dig it. Like seriously like your whole cannibalism thing is hella rad. Anyways yeah that’s it just wanted to let ya know
i loooove queasy being my whole vibe.... nauseous, squeamish, bilious... some other great words i wish to have associated with me <3
hi quezify I love love love your art it has been very important inspiration for me to explore uncomfortable topics and I am now making all sorts of grotesque and obscene and beautiful things thank you for inspiring me keep doing what you do!
this is so sweet thank you baby <3 keep making grotesque obscene beautiful things!!!! it's what we're meant to do!!
I absolutely LOVE the way you stylize people in your art! It's something I struggle a lot with, trying to find that sweet spot in between realistic and cartoony. You don't have to answer this if you don't want to that's totally fine, but if you're okay with answering, I was just wondering how you do that? Is there some sort of step by step process you go through, or is it more based on gut feelings?
hi there, thank you so much! i wish i could provide some sort of step by step process, but it is absolutely based on gut feelings. like, i'll start out a drawing planning on doing something more realistic and along the way it just gets more and more stylized against my will. these days i try and let my hands do what they want to do, so if i start a drawing wanting to do something quick and cartoony, but end up getting more detailed and structured, then i just go along with it. that's why i don't think i have a definite style when it comes to rendering humans specifically, even if i have certain trends (big ol eyes, no mouth my beloved)
all that being said, once i figure out where i'm going with a piece overall, the stylization has to make sense. like, what am i trying to evoke with this? what kind of feeling is being expressed through the stylization? is the rendering helping or working against the overall mood? what features am i emphasizing and why? as long as i know why i'm stylizing something a certain way, the boundary between realistic and cartoony feels less important and less like something i need to work at or balance, yknow? it's just whatever makes sense to me :^]
occasionally I am struck dumb by the sublime beauty of the world in the small moments, you know?
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I feel like you'd like Dissection Girl by Junji Ito
i think this was made just for me lmao
i don't think words can really do justice to my thoughts on your art so i hope you don't mind some rambling lmao
as a disabled person, your art speaks to me in such a visceral way. i've spent so much of my life feeling not only my own, but other peoples shame of my body. that shame and disgust has become an integral part of who i am, now. it's such a weird feeling to know that my body is something people are and want me to be ashamed of, and being proud of that. i don't think there's a way to describe the feeling of pleasure knowing that my body is so inherently wrong to the point it scares people, including myself, and your art does it for me. it feels like looking all of that shame and repulsiveness in the eyes and deciding that it's YOURS, wrongness and all. my body horrifies me constantly, and that horror is mine and i like it. your art understands the way that i'm both terrified and in love with my body, deformities and heart issues and fucked up tissue and all, and understands it more than any person i've spoken to about it.
again, it's a feeling your art has explained a thousand times better than i ever could with words. thank you for putting it out there, it's always wonderful to see <3
kept this in my ask box for a while because it really moved me, thank you for sending this <3
i am so amazed at how my art connects with people in ways i didn't think of as i was making it. it's really rewarding to hear stuff like this, knowing that whatever i'm saying is being heard and understood by people through their own unique experiences. i don't ever really get into my specific relationship with my body on here, but i totally get what you're saying. i've been finding ways to turn my shame into something pleasurable. i love body horror because the body is a horror, and playing with the grotesque is a way to make that wrongness that i feel into something beautiful. or, at least, something equally as grotesque but still completely and utterly mine
im tryin to make a pinterest board of art inspo, is it okay if i upload some of your pics on there with links to the og posts?
i would prefer if you didn't, sorry!!
i have a feeling you’re like a stock photo guy. behind all this
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when you throw up really hard and can feel your stomach shifting in horrible ways thats love
turning my followers into emetophiliacs one ask at a time
hello! seeing that other anon abt hematophagia made me wanna revisit it and god damn. I've struggled a lot with illness and hypochondria and your perspective is so different to mine, its beautiful and fascinating. I haven't come across it explored through eroticism before and it opened up the way I think about these themes, like in my life and thinking about exploring it more in my own art.
so yea your art slaps, peace
thank you! glad you enjoy it and want to explore that in your own art!! hematophagia, and my other art that deals with those themes, is so important to me because i really just wanna take all these things that make me sick/scared/grossed out/hate myself and turn them on their head. make them also horny or beautiful or intimate or all of the above yknow :^]