geuss who almost fucking died in january

IM FUCKINF DYING THE NEW PTV ALBUM

TW: ED, SH, TRANSPHOBIA, DEATH/SEWERSLIDE

I think I'm going to die by atleast 30

also my mums way of "convincing" me to never get top surgery is by saying "by the time your old, there's gonne be nothing there" jsut because some old ladies dont got nothing, your almost 40 and... IT ONLY APPLIES TO ME APPARENTLY ALSO LADY IM NOT GONNA BE SKINNY ALL MY LIFE also you want me to be depressed all my life? and now you jsut want me to do what you want? not happening. by the time I'm 19 I'm either going to be dead or actually happy with my body a little but. also pretty sure she favourites my sister bc I asked for soemthing that was 5 dollars today and my sister the other week asked for something that was like 50 dollars and she said no to me but yes to my sister, and thinks all my interests are silly like cosplaying. she won't let me get a 3 dollar mask from a craft store so I can do a sally face cosplay. and your want me to love you with all I have, like yes I love you, you gave me life but jesus christ ma. it's kinda hard to do that when you clearly started favouring my sister after I told you I'm queer. and you still think binders are body mutilation. well shit bitch I'm going to have one by the end of this year hopefully so suck it. and UGH I hate myself I almost started crying three times today why can't I just be normal and happy like everyone else. why do I have to have anger issues, anxiety and possibly adhd. can't I just be a normal teenager instead a 5"6 faggot tranny that no one likes, not even myself when I could be like my sister, not made fun of for what I wear, read and look like. yah sorry I'm sorta pissed. now I have an eating disorder but no one believes me bc I'm not at a dangerous wileight bc my parents force me to eat, as if that's gonna make me feel better. and extremely suicidal that it's probably going to be how I die. I even relapsed into sh and I'm scared that this will be the end of me idk man maybe I'm jsut over reacting yah probably

also I really like sally face atm and this song gives me serotonin so NFKAMDIW

while I was vacumning yesterday, weezer was playing and at the time, I was more sleep deprived than I am now and was probably baked and I jsut thought it was so funny I fell over

I randomly start drawing palaye royale at random times like I just started drawing Emerson because why the fuck not, and almost started crying because cherry waves by deftones is so beautiful

YOOO PIERCE THE VEIL JSUT RELEASEDA NEW SONG ON SPOTIFY LIKE AN HOUR AGO

this will have stuff added onto it as I think of them

I THINK MY DAD JUST YELLED PEAUNT BUTTER WHAT THE FYCK

I CAN MAKE MY NOSE WHISTLE WHAT THE FUCK

I swear people don't actually fucking realize how hard it is to be a queer teen like the amount of breakdowns I've had because I can't tell my dad and my mum says binders are body mutilation like the amount of queer teens that don't even make it to 20 is an overwhelming amount that it actually hurts me to the point my physical heart hurts (yes it can happen from emotions, positive or negative) and the amount of queer homeless people that are denied jobs for being queer. and people who say aro/ace people are cishet I don't understand how ignorant homophobes and transphobes can be.

so I'm watching voltron season 7 ep 8 rn and I realized that the galra must have gone to Australia, and imagine how aussies would've reacted tho like "what the fuck is that cunt?" with a fucking beer in hand I swear we are the least professional people alive

OMFG EMERGENCY CONTACT IS GODLY LIKE IK ITS BEEN OUR FOR AGES BUT DAYUM

AND I THOUGHT PASS THE NIRVANA WAS AWESOME

IM WRITING A BOOK ON WATTPAD WHAT HAVE I BECOME

it has frerard in it, but only as a joke, bc if they are all married with kids, if you ship them irl still, wth ew anyways have this, a strip from the true lives of the fabulous killjoys

me casually stretching my ears a little with these earring (they have mushrooms on them) that I turn to a part where the metal doesn't go in your ear but I use that part to stretch my ear bc my mum said I have to wait till year 12 to stretch my ears j ain't go time for that while I have a cold burrito from yesterday sitting next to me

I am the ultimate lord of the timelords

I think you should know this about me

I am an age regressor, my little age is 3, so if I make a post and I sound like I am little, please don't make fun of me, I do it when I'm stressed out, or when I'm really really comfortable, not even my irl friends know this, also I like pacis and sippy cups, so when I talk a little funny, it's me in little space, not a younger sibling and in little space I like wearing overalls :)

so my introduction to tumblr bc I've been meaning to do this

My name is Remington, but I do like to be called Remmy or Remi or Keith (yes ik it's the same name as Keith from voltron but idk)

My pronouns and He/They/It/Zir

I am currently taken :)

I am a panromantic asexual (please don't sexualize me when I show the outfits I wear, most of my skirts are quite short)

I am a anarchist, feminist and an anti-racist

I am transmasculine non binary

so basically the wayi dress is a cross between crust punk, scene kid, and emo

this is one of my most recent outfits

i am pre-everything when it comes to my transition, I am also not currently sharing my age at the time I might next year. also sorry if this is very formal I'm just kinda stressed rn and when I'm stressed, when I post I'll usually talk like this, when I'm comfortable with the people around me, I start to relax with the way i talk.

my favourite bands are: NOFX, my chem, pierce the veil, black veil brides, sleeping with sirens, slipknot, cannibal corpse, all time low, bring me the horizon, suicide silence, bikini kill, destroy boys, sum 41, black flag

I will not tolerate any kind of hatred on my page

I also might do a face reveal after I reveal my age

sorry for carrying on, byeee