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Half Agony, Half Hope

@queen-in-my-reverie

Drea • she/her • INFJ-T • melancholic • "Once, I saw a bee drown in honey, and I understood."
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Someone has to leave first. This is a very old story. There is no other version of this story.

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Richard Siken, the worm king’s lullaby; from “War Of Foxes”

[ID: Tumblr user @slowwshoww writes:

suzanne collins killing prim after everything katniss did to save her………. THATS how you write a story about the brutality and futility of war ma'am thats what we call a compelling and fucked up narrative yessums thats storytelling babes!!!!

Tumblr user @books—and-cleverness adds a quote from an interview with the author of the book:

« That was one of the first questions I asked her when we sat down: ‘Did you always know that [Prim] was going to die?’ And she said, ‘Oh yeah, of course, that’s the whole point.’ » (x)

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[ID: Tumblr user @orpheuslament:

i love tragedy i love circular narratives i love ppl who cannot escape their fate & characters that have been dead since the beginning

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[ID: Tumblr user @faustandfurious:

the worst fictional deaths are actually the ones you see coming, where there is enough foreshadowing that you have time to hope, against all odds, that the character will survive, even as you realise that there’s no way out this time, they’re not going to make it, this was always how it was going to end.

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Do you still believe myths

can save you? Foolish creature

Let me be clear: every version of this story

Ends with you being slaughtered.

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Tory Adkisson, Anecdote of the Pig

[ID: Tumblr user @sawasawako:

if you’re dead at the end of the story were you dead from the beginning. oh emily brontë we’re really in it now

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This was always going to happen. She’s been dead from the beginning.

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Aeschylus, The Oresteia

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This is why people cry at the movies: because everybody’s doomed. No one in a movie can help themselves in any way. Their fate has already staked its claim on them from the moment they appear onscreen.

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John Darnielle, Wolf in White Van

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inkskinned

i'm sick of being stuck inside i feel insane but also of course i'm going to keep in quarantine but also i've run out of fun new hobbies to try but also i'm not going to be that asshole who takes unnecessary risks but also fuck everyone who still rejects masks but also thank you to everyone who is doing their part to be careful but also i can't handle feeling trapped anymore but also it's a temporary personal discomfort for the betterment of others but also i keep feeling like this is just the rest-of-forever and there's no end in sight but also hopelessness tempers revolution so i cannot be hopeless but also i'm sick of the same 4 city blocks i've been walking but also i'm so lucky for the safety and systems i have set up but also i just want to go to a social event again but also how much did i really like those things in the first place but also

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inkskinned

you know because you think about your hands in her hair and the red of her laughter and how her smile leans to the left. you think about how she would collapse under you, gentle, your hands around her wrist. you think about the summer's promise and the arch of her neck; the soft space of her stomach, the curve of her rib. how you could trace her jawline for hours and never be sated.

to take and to shiver beneath. to desire like a hemlock; full of sunlight and need.

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inkskinned

owning a dog is the casual reminder that we are the same humans as the millennia before. how many generations of each of our species have simply chosen this partnership, over and over. he looks up at me and i know something my ancestors also knew: we were not built to be on this planet alone.

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“Ever since I could remember, I had feared being found wanting. If I did the work I wanted to do, it was certain not to measure up; if I pursued the people I wanted to know, I was bound to be rejected; if I made myself as attractive as I could, I would still be ordinary looking. Around such damages to the ego a shrinking psyche had formed: I applied myself to my work, but only grudgingly; I’d make one move toward people I liked, but never two; I wore makeup but dressed badly. To do any or all of these things well would have been to engage heedlessly with life — love it more than I loved my fears — and this I could not do. What I could do, apparently, was daydream the years away: to go on yearning for “things” to be different so that I would be different.”
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ijaazat

lonely girls my beloved. i see you staying in your room, i see you standing in grocery store aisles feeling the sudden wave of isolation wash over you. i understand how badly you want and how bad that makes you feel. i get it. we're not alone. but we are.

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insane how many people just have these incredible artists in their families who get no recognition outside of crocheting circles because this art form is devalued for its association with women

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joeypottrs

 “I love you. I’ve loved you from the moment we raced each other in that park. I have loved you at every dance, on every walk, every time we’ve been together and every time we’ve been apart. You do not have to accept it or embrace it or even allow it. Knowing you, you probably will not. But you must know it, in your heart. You must feel it because I do. I love you.

…I love you too.”

ANTHONY BRIDGERTON AND KATE SHARMA IN BRIDGERTON SEASON TWO (PART TWO)