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ENTJ/ Slytherin Film Student/ Writer

DANY MONTH 2022 » Day 10: Elements -> FIRE

"I mean... Fire is love, fire is passion, fire is sexual ardor and all of these things. Ice is betrayal, ice is revenge, ice is… you know, that kind of cold inhumanity and all that stuff is being played out in the books." - George R. R. Martin

jorge luis borges//dany iii agot//dany x agot //dany ii acok//dany iv acok//l nietzsche, thus spoke zarathustra//lana del rey//mitski

“I was on a mission to be another sort of person, a person whose passions were ascetic rather than hedonistic, who would Make It, whose drive and ambition were focused and pure, whose body came second, always, to her mind and her “art.” I had no patience for my body. I wanted it to go away so that I could be a pure mind, a walking brain, admired and acclaimed for my incredible self-control.”

— Wasted by Marya Hornbacher

Sx types...

1: Gets wet at the thought of perfection. 

2: Got a bit too “aggressive” and stabbed her boyfriend. She took care of all those girls who were scarily chasing him with their phone numbers….and he had the audacity to call her psychotic!

3: Human definition of trophy. Also holds a grudge on their significant others for not showing them off to the rose bush growing in their neighbor’s house. 

4: Is planning on pushing you on their lover’s most beautiful painting, cause they saw them hand you the brush with a smile on their face.  

5: Sitting and wondering why their crush isn’t paying attention to them. Oh wait, I guess I forget to mention the fact that they’re 10 meters away from them making conversations in their head….

6: Busy breaking the windows of a black sedan that belongs to this annoying guy who keeps playing serial killer podcasts through the speaker. 

7: Did I say about the time they spent $500 on a magical fruit that looks like a mushroom to enter through the portals of the spiritual world? 

8: Thinks they’re uncontrollable and charismatic after stuffing all the chocolates into their mouth. 

*Enneagram 9 is still waiting for their significant other to make a decision for them*

relating to marianne sheridan is feeling awful about yourself until someone wants you, needing someone else's validation to feel good but never getting it, hating yourself but also thinking you're the smartest person in every room, achieving but things that don't even matter that much to you just to prove to yourself and everyone around you that you can, the constant need to show everyone that you're worth something but still always feeling like you're never doing enough, wanting to work more but not being able to make yourself do anything, gifted kid burnout, feeling alone most of the time, feeling like you were born sad and can never be truly happy for a longer period of time, wanting to end it but being in love with life...

thoughts on trying to be great

the queen’s gambit (2020) / this is me trying by taylor swift / little women (2019) / mirrorball by taylor swift / the haunting of bly manor (2020) / supercut by lorde / gilmore girls (2000) / brutal by olivia rodrigo / normal people (2020) / cruella (2021)