joke how my brother like “oh tell mum n dad i didn’t know” bruv i spent £800 on a mac wby is that not ur priority fuck off
i need to go somewhere. like. alone. idk. i feel as though i need change. i’m so tired of feeling this way. i am such an idiot. i don’t deserve anything. i’m a nasty, nasty person.
tired of existing. tired of having such stupid self destructive behaviour. tired of wanting to do drugs all the time just to be happy. but it’s what i need like. i literally see no point in living. i’m not even addicted to MD or drugs in general. they are just the only things that make me happy. i get no pleasure otherwise. apart from sex. i’m such a fucjing waste. i hope i die.
yeet i feel like one day i need to have the most fucked up, kinky sex because i’m always so fucking sexually frustrated and i just wanna sext all the time n shit it’s so fucking annoying
it’s because i get no pleasure from other things lol
“It’s better to have nobody than someone who is half there, or who doesn’t want to be there.”
— Angelina Jolie (via perrfectly)
