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i lose the momentum. i cannot rush myself anymore to keep up.

i was the curse i was the illness i confess from a safety distance

mom can you come get me things are getting bad again and i feel every insult like a sharp tooth and i feel my dreams rotting under my fingernails and i feel too much all the time or else i feel nothing at all and it doesn’t seem to matter if i drink and dance and party or if i stay at home curled up to study

mom are you sure when i was born i was a person and not just a vortex. always hungry. always swallowing. no matter how much goes in me i always end up empty.

i dont ask for advice. i ask you to listen, to akcnowledge my existence

- here are my wounds , this is how i care for them

liegt es am regen in der luft oder am regen in meinem kopf